2015

One hour to go for 2015! !
Cant wait to welcome it...
had a very tough year in 2014..
nt only me..bt i think most of the malaysian...
Nt to mention it again..
i just wish 2015 will be a good year to me, my family and to all malaysian...

Goal of 2015?

To perform better in my current job !!

To practice a healthy lifestyle! !!

To do more saving!

To do small renovation in my room!

To get myself a tab or pad!!

Enhance knowledge !


Dear god,
please bless us will hv a good 2015. ..all the bad things pls leave us... pls... pray hard...

Thanks

review of 2014

What have i done in year 2014???

 

Does my goal avhive?

Am i having a good year?

Have i meet my mr right?

 It seems like my answer is ,NO

2014 Definitely a tough year for me and my family. ..

alot of problem.. a fat tricky bitch envy on us... she wants to be the stronger , and powerful one among us... bt she has forgot something... she forgot about me...  

i will make myself stronger, I should have say i am getting stronger. ..i wont  let u to bully my family anymore. .. 

I have changed few jobs within  a year, sound crazy right. .hahah.. but finally  i found a job that can build my career. .. !! Thanks  god..

Got myself a new hp and laptop this year... :)

Started my saving plan...

Bought medical card...

Bt still haven't meet my mr right yet...hahaha

2014 "was" a tough year...

2015 please be good to us!!pray 

good luck daddy !!!

thanks god.....

my dad landed nz safety and entered nz smoothly...

my dad went to nz to work for about 3 years..

:(

i gt a very good father .. 

he work so much just for the family, for us..

why suddenly he went to nz bt nt working here anymore ??

he quit his job at the mid of this year..

why? oo.. a tricky fatty bitch (my relative)..

oops, felt ashamed to mention her as my relative...

who envy on us very very much..

nt going to mention her anymore..

so my dad decided to work in nz, as my good &close relative are there...

can earn more and more relax compare to here..

good also, at least he can retire earlier..

went to KL early morning to send him off...

bt actually his flight was on 9:45 PM

lol...

bt we went to few places first b4 heading to KLIA...

to have more time with my dad b4 he head to NZ for 3 years..

bt i think he will back at least once a year after he get his working visa..

8pm sharp..

he check in, i cant hold my tear anymore!!

第一次要分开那么久，还要那么远:(

miss my daddy so much!! :(

2nd time i saw my mum cry..

she used to be very tough woman...

i mean it !! ...

bt she cried..

but then very fast, we calm down and think positive...

3 years, then can settle all debt ..

then they can retire and enjoy their life..

just 3 years..!

daddy ..

gambate!!

good luck..

must stay healthy  and happy..

love you daddy 

2 days one night

has been a week i didnt update my blog.. 

today gonna blog about my penang trip with my gang..XP

we actually planned to have a short trip 8 months ago..

you will think 8 months? is too long..

yaya... and too early.....

erm..no choice...pattern..hahah

because some ppl are actually quite ..erm...

they need a longer time to think..LOL

especially victor lim..hahaha

first we actually planned to go melaka..

but after a few discussion, we realized penang is better!! .. 

so destination confirmed- penang..

date - confirmed...

hotel - confirmed..

penang plan on! ..

just a 2 days one night trip is nt enough at all!!! ..

we have a tot that we only want to have a budget trip..

actually what we need is a gathering.. 

to play, to eat, to drink , tgt..

a chance for me to drink ...HAHAHA

i love alcohol, i love to drink..

bt my parents dont allow me to drink..

so normally i only drink one to two cups when i in ipoh..

back to topic, honestly i really think this 2 days one night is not enough at all...!!

maybe is quite crazy..

bt i already start to plan for our next trip...cant wait..xP

today

04.08.2014-30.09.2014
marked

20 facts

20 facts about me..

i did post it on instag..

but i think i am just cincai.. lol

so i m going to repost again here.... 

The 20 facts about myself.. 

#1, family lover.. I really love my family alot, my family members include my father, 

      mother, sisters and my creamboy. creamyboy is nt my pet, bt my family.. dear god, bless
      me and my family stay healthy .. 

#2, frens mean alot to me.. i will really appreciate the one who treats me well.... i appreciate my frens       alot....
#3, when i was young, my dream is to become a singer.. hahaha.. i love singing alot..
     singer can earn more, can dress nicely..when i grow older, i slowly gv up this dream,
     for wat reason? because this dream seems too far to me...
#5, i hate lizards !!!!!!!!!!! ... the most scariest insects in the world is lizard..
      i scare cockroach as well, bt nt as serious as i scare lizard.. i cant pee and shit comfortable
      if i saw lizard shit inside the toilet.
#6 i am a super emotional gal, laugh like a crazy just a min ago, and cry like hell after that..
     i love to smile, my frens used to call me sunny gal..hahah
     and i love to cry as well, i cry alot when i watch movie.. so normally i dont watch
     sad movie in cinema, i really cant control..
#7 i love to show my teeth when taking photo, but i dont hv a nice teeth..
     :(
#8 i am a very short gal..i dont really tell people my real height.. hahah
     only my close fren will know it..
#9 actually i easy get fat.. i can eat alot, i will set myself a limit, i wont exceed the limit
     once i see my weight is getting near my limit, i ll start to limit myself.
#10 honestly,  i paktuo nt more than 3 times...
       is so hard for me to fall for someone, i take a lot of consideration when it comes to love,
       really alot.. the biggest reason behind this, #feel
#11 for more than 3 years since my last relationship
#12 i love to cook. hahah.. i actually start my "cooking life" since i was 11 years old.
       and official as chef in my family when i was 15 years old.  i was the one to prepare dinner, lunch        for my family until i entered University. i like to create my own recipe..:)
#13 japanese food and korea food lover, i love to eat shasimi damn much!!! .. japan is the first
      country that i want to visit !!! korea is next !!! ..
#14 my dream now is to open a kindergarten.. i love baby, i love children..and i want to give them a
      new education system, which i actually think the children today are quite stress..
#15 i love doreamon..hahha .. doreamon gv us dream, give us imagination..
#16 i love nature. i mean i will rather to go for a farm, zoo than to go shopping.. LOL
#17 i love to see attractive guy...hhahah.. everyone like to see handsome or pretty right? haha
#18 i am nt a 主动 person.. i am a super 被动 person.. i wont 主动 to add a person in my fb (90%)
       even i admire the guy, i wont 主动 add him in fb as well.. and wont 主动 to text or inbox a
       person, unless is study or work purpose...
#19 face saving. my fren used to said me like tat. When we played true or dare right, i would
       rather to drink or to eat a super geli food or drinks, bt wont do crazy action infront of public.
       for example, i wont act like an idiot infront of public。。
#20 i am a part time babysitter ..hahahah .. really... my mum need to take care 4 children..
       3 of them are my cousins and one is my mum fren's daughter...
       so my house is actually full of noise, and full of hapiness ..
#4  religious play a very important role when i consider to start a new relationship....
=)

100 days to 2015

it's only 100 days left until 2015..
what have you done for the pass 200+ days?
did you achieve any plan that you make earlier? ............
i think i only achieved half of it... ..
will work hard to achieve the rest ...

i personally think that 2014 is nt so good to me..
problem never stop..
so i actually wish 2015 can come faster..
because i think 2015 might at least better than 2014..
and i do wish everything will go smooth as soon as possible..

is not much..it's just 100 days to 2015..
fighting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..

just a short post to motivate myself, everything will go fine soon..

My famiy

life isnt always smooth.

what doesnt kill you makes you stronger.

sweet are the uses of adversity.

patience is bitter, but its fruit is sweet.

weep no more, no sigh, nor groan. sorrow calls no time that's gone.

life isnt always smooth,
my dad decided to work in nz..
i felt myself very useless, i should be the one who take care of them..
but until now, he still worry of us so much.
feeling sad, feeling useless...

is not a bad things to work in NZ..
NZ pay is high, more relax... .
but we worry, he is going there alone,
we cant take care of him, we cant meet everyday like now..
we dunno whether he sleep well or nt..
:(

i m so proud that i hv a very happy family,
my dad is ...
a very responsible man, who always put his family in his first place..<3 p="">a man who loves his wife so much (jealous la)
a man dont smoke and drink
( he used to smoke when i was 3 years old, but he decided to stop because of family)
my mum is...
a very tough woman..really tough !!!
a "well cooker", but she dont always cook :((
a woman that very strict to her family !!!
i got two youngest sisters who are still studying in TARUC and form 5..
i sleep with my youngest sister... but 3 of us like to sleep tgt ..
talk nonsense, fart tgt..LOL
and i got a super lovely dog! my creamboy..
the cutest dog ever..
hahah..
but he is the one who makes us worry the most..
he easily fell sick, he used to have skin problem..
at least twice a year that we visit vet because of his skin prob..
haizzz...
creamboy, pls stay healthy ..


i pray to GOD with all my sincerity..
to all my family (my dad, my mum, my sisterS, my creamboy) & my fren..
STAY HEALTHY AND HAPPY..
Pray..
God bless..

Check in The Voice Ipoh

we discovered a new place to sing k  in ipoh!! ..

THE VOICE IPOH

went to The Voice with my ex colleagues last friday.. 

had a good time with them !!! ...

i was so excited! , first it's because we have not meet up for almost 2 months already,
and i have never been to a sing k session for more than 3 months already..

i remembered i used to sing k with my gang at least once a month in Kampar! ..

actually i have been here with my besties a few months ago, 

so when i was invited to sing k with them, i couldnt help myself but to think of THE VOICE..
LOL..

so when they asked for my suggestion, i said The Voice..

hahahaha

but they actually date me just a day before, 

i was trying to book the VIP room,
because there's a lot others trying to book VIP room as well especially fri, sat and sun..
the reason i want to get this VIP room badly is becasue........

the VIP room gt its own toilet, got pool, X-Box, and HUGE!!
excited to MAX..!! 

almost one year i didnt play pool already..

can you imagine how excited am i? !!! 

hahahha

boss was quite satisfy with this arrangement, he said he is going to organize more in future..

LOL.. 

can i  join again ? hahahahha

keep in touch ya  ! ..

Sports Bra?????

As I mentioned about healthy plan on my previous post, I want to start to do some exercise, I want my healthy life back. LOL

But when it comes to exercise, is it important to wear the proper attire when we are stretching our body? For instances, like sports bra.  Yes, it’s very important to wear a sport bra compared to a regular bra when you are exercising as it benefits women.

First, sports bra gives women a strong support in the chest area and selecting the right size based on your chest is crucial. Choosing the wrong size may make you feel uncomfortable.

You might worry about saggy breasts after exercising, because when we are exercising, the intense movements will cause our breast to stretch and drop. However, sports bra allows us to maintain the shape of our breast. The right selection for sports bra can prevent us from having saggy breasts in the long run.

Besides, sports bra has the ability to minimize breast movement during those extreme sessions. So, we shouldn’t wear the normal types of bras that we wear daily during workout sessions. Because sports bra give us less pain when participating in any physical activities in which it can holds our chest in place without making it bounce up and down. A good quality sports bra is designed to handle movement and holding breast firmly without making you feel pain. For the ladies who have larger breast size, opt for a full figure sports bra for maximum support.

Other than that, sports bra gives provide better comfort compared to those regular bras. 
sometimes we will feel comfortable with regular bras given notion that regular bras have dangling straps or underwire which cause discomfort when worn for a long period of time. However, sports bras are made from cooling and light weight fabrics which absorb sweat, thus allowing better comfort. 

Prep up your exercise routine with quality sports bra and feel super refreshed afterwards. 

Check it out on ZALORA website today as they offer a wide range of sport bra designs to suit your style from various brands online!!!!!!!!

i wan healthy life

when ppl grow older, various health complication began to rise,

and because of that, adult regardless of their age needs to pay more attention to their health... 

I remembered a few years back, I don’t fall sick that often. Maybe like once in every 18 months?

But now I’m pretty sure I fall sick about twice a year, and I mean really sick.

The healthy lifestyle I once had during my secondary school years when I had to practice sports 3 hours  a day 3 times a week. I believed that healthy lifestyle is what keeping me from getting sick that often

When I finished my secondary school years, this lifestyle began to diminish. Instead,  My friend and I actually opted for yoga and gym. However, we never really get this going as we weren’t able to locate a suitable place, given that we have few options available to us in our housing area. I really had no idea which to choose.

Next thing that is essential to a healthier lifestyle is of course the most important meal in any given day, Breakfast. During my secondary school years, I used to wake up 5am every morning to prepare myself for school and to partake a cup of milo and perhaps some biscuits. But as you know, people change as time passes. I don’t really wake up that early anymore, by the time im awake, it’s brunch time haha. I cant really opt for this kind of lifestyle right? I have to change. So I force myself to have at least a cup of milo before heading to work. I know it’s not much, at least it’s suffice to get me through the morning as I do not want to have stomachache every morning.

So what’s next?

Stress? From work?

You know right, the life of a student is way better than the life of a working adult. I can relax during my school years and I was sleeping all the time (lazy bump)

Homework, copied from friend

Exam? Revise 2 days before the actual exam day

Money? Don’t really have to worry about this

Simply relaxing

无忧无虑

After thinking thoroughly , I want to do more exercise, and be positive

叹气

打开部落格，很想写些什么。。

想了很久，却还是无从下手。。

有太多东西困在脑里，

一时也想不起自己要写些什么， 

究竟为什么要打开部落格。。

忍不住想叹气。。

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz。。

这一声叹气却也做不了什么
有多少个夜晚都没有好好的睡觉。。。

说真的， 要的东西不多，
却为什么都不能如愿。。。
知足常乐的道理我懂。。
只是你也要给我那个“足” 啊。。
虽然偶尔发白日梦的时候会想想，
是否可以不劳而获，
可是我却从未真正想过要不劳而获。。
只求可以有个机会然我去努力。。

人生总是要掉进谷底后，
才发现有很多事情其实不需要太过于固执，
有很多时候太容易得到的东西往往不会珍惜。。
失去后才发现，其实之前还蛮好。。

人生啊。。
总不能事事顺利，一帆风顺。。
太顺利， 你就不懂珍惜了。。
就当作这是我的人生里小小的磨练。。
加油吧！！

虽然偶尔还是会想要放弃，
可是都只是发泄的一种罢了。。
加油啦。。

good luck to myself and my family..
=)

fatty bitch

The world is so realistic....

money is everything..

i tot this will only happened in those big company, those super rich family..

i never tot this will happen in my family too....!!!

well, the story began with my dad worked as a subcontractor in a company which is the same company with my aunt about 5/6 years ago.. 

and my aunt actually is an accountant in that company, the only staff in the company*

weird.. but is ok...

and what she did was, she always broke the promises,

exp: she told my dad if my dad able to help the company get the job, then my dad will get commission. 

however every time she told my dad that company decided to deduct your commission for no reason!!

and that is not small amount.

not only this, sometimes my dad will used his own money to purchase some material first, then only claim from company. what happened was, if he claimed rm100, he only can get half of it!!

wtf is this, is my dad money.. and with the receipt !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

she always gv many excuses!!.. 

the most serious problem was she told my dad that he owe company money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK YOU BITCH...your company owe my dad alot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..  

really alot!! is not 4 digits case.. 

then now you scared they will point out your that and you pakat with your boss and fired my dad... 

is not only like tat, many stories to tell.. 

you did so many, dont you worry? \

hw can u sleep well in night??? 

we are relative.. i used to think like tat.. hw can u do this because of money??? 

you will get it back in one day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

opps, now is ghost month, just wondering dont you scare ghost will sleep with you tgt?? 

recently 2014

just a little update about my recent life..
i have resigned from my previous company which i only worked for not more than 2 months...
the reason that i resigned from that company is because i m too stress ..

#reason 1, i so stress when no one guide me how to do it.
#reason 2, i m confused about my job scopes, i need to do front desk(customer service), marketing,
                 storekeeper, cleaner and etc.
#reason 3, and etc...

and now i temporary work in another company until i found a job...

i am so regret resigned from my first company, i should have fight to change back as procurement.
i dunno wat can i do, i cant go back, and i dunno where to go ...
:(

i discovered something after i changed job.
 原来我喜欢做活动不是因为我本来就喜欢， 而是因为我读PR， 然后我懂所以我喜欢。 ；
不是因为你喜欢做所以做， 而是你做了之后发现原来你喜欢做。
i want go back to my procurement life!!! ..

i want my life back #!!!

歌

有没有觉得当电台播着某一首歌曲时，
仿佛把你带回当时的感觉。。？
有点像如果你用某一首歌来当你的闹钟铃声。。
以后只要当你听到这首歌时， 就好像你要起床。。
lol

歌曲是最好的时光机。。
每当我听到某一首歌时，它都会把我带回那时候的感觉。。
当时的感觉突然间涌上来。。。
它不一定要跟当时的感觉有关联。。
只是那时候， 陪着你“感觉”的是那首歌。。。

每当听到黄昏那首歌时，就会想起我刚上中学的时候。。
那种紧张， 兴奋的感觉， 只因为每天下课时学校都播这首歌。。
每当听到always on my mind 时朋友去唱K的日子。。
因为那时一定会点的歌。。
每一次都会唱。。
还有好多好多歌。。就在无意时把我带回当时。。。
其实我还蛮享受这样的感觉。。
hahah

突然间有感而发。。
因为我妹在唱always on my mind...

the return of superman

recently addicted to this korean show, "the return of superman"
a show about the warm story btw the father and the child/children..
their wife or mother will leave the house for 48 hours,
so the father has to take the responsibility in taking care of their child/children..

my thought was this is a very meaningful program or shows..
why would i said that is because they actually set alot of cameras within the house,
and 2 or 3 VJ will be there in the house and follow along when they are going out....
through this program, and with the help from the "camera" and the VJ,
they record the daily activity of the children,
it's very meaningful, because you can really see they are growing day by day...
isnt the best record for the parents and the child/children ?
especially the twins in this show, they started this casting when they were 8 months old...
you can really see them grown alot btw this few months...
  yesterday they were trying so hard to stand up, but failed
  today they are able to stand up without the help from his parents..!!!
  just 2 days different !, they grown so fast, seriously...

The children are so cute!!! ..
the twins are growing day by day... they really so cute .. i like them much,
sarang, are all the japan children eat so well too? she eats so well, i cant even compare myself with her..
  she melts her daddy heart, erm, not only her dad,she melts my heart too...hahhahah
haru, the best gal ever, she might not as cute as others, but she really a good daughter,
  when she saw her dad was working out so hard, she takes water for her dad,
  she pat her dad...
the brothers, felt myself alittle shameful when compare to them, especially the elder brother,
  they seem like they already have planned for future...
  the elder brother said he wanna live without debt, is kinda hard,
  but how come a 11 years old boy could think like tat?

wat am i doing here? lol

ended

day with mixed feelings ....
ended my work with this company Kawan Engineering s/b
i hv been working here for a year...
and this is my first job after graduated from UTAR last year..
i was first act as purchasing coordinator, after 5 months worked as purchasing coordinator..
i being shifted to another department as document controller..
i personally think that i'm nt the right person in this department..
i'm not a person who can just sit down and prepare all the document,
to make sure my department is follow the ISO procedure, to make sure they are using the correct method...
even myself also cant follow exactly the procedure, how am i going to make sure others do?
LOL..
 *actually i dont really like purchasing as well, but if compare, i d prefer purchasing..
   at least, i can prepare PO, call supplier, email, get quotation and nt just sitting there *

well, something has finally come to the end..
i officially ended my work with this company ...
i did learnt alot from this company..
is not all about the work..
i mean others than work, like how to interact well with colleagues..
how not involve in their political matters and so on that u cant measure..
for sure there're so much i still need to learn about..
but now i gt some idea ....

and also i hv to thanks my HOD,
my previous and current HOD, both are treating me so good..
i'm so glad they be my HOD..
they are both good HOD..
and some of my colleagues as well！！！ 。。。
thanks for guiding me alot in works, especially ms aruna,
she's my purchasing senior..haha...
and also "lunch mate" hahahah
my GM, which everyone said he's so fierce, but lucky he never scold me before...LOL
my BOSS for giving me so much of opportunity to learn, and also sorry for didnt make it work...

start from today,
my alarm will nolonger ring at 7:30am anymore..

is not possible to reach home at 6:30pm anymore...
mixed feeling...
sad, excited, nervous, worry, happy.
sad because i'm leaving this company,
excited because i'm finally leaving this company and found the job i want...
nervous because gonna step into a new environment...
worry because i hv no idea who am i going to work with, are they ok? friendly ? or ...no idea, just worry...
happy because i wanted to leave here long time ago!!..hahaha
          * guess wat, my resignation actually prepared long time ago...hahahaha!!!
             i hv been interviewed for more than 5 times,
             (fyi, the company did called me, but i rejected)


i'm having gastric this week actually,
but still thanks for the farewell "party" yesterday with engineering, finance, project, HR and QC department..
and today farewell with my lovely department - production department....
  *i'm no longer under production department, engineering department instead.
    but they are still treating me like we are in one department..hahah..
    thanks*

here is my beloved colleagues and lunchmate...xP

we are one malaysia !!!

with the production gal !!

my messy table !

this is ms siti !!!! ..

and she is my senior !! ms Aruna!!

ex-roommate(NICO)'s wedding

deng deng deng deng ....
congrat nico ..my ex-roommate gt married last sunday ！！
very excited, because someone tat so close with me gt married.. !
jealous lo..
most of my fren found the one they love....
but i'm still single until now..
where is my prince...
anyone wanna intro to me ? LOL LOL LOL
 *opps, sound desperate huh？ haha..no la, just joking*

btw, since bestie is getting married....
hw can us be so free there?? haha
i mean we're the bridesmaid....
haha..

we're the bridesmaid !!!! let's selfie first !!..haha

her wedding ceremony was fall on sunday morning ..

and we gt to reach there before 7:30am !!

oh gosh.. 

i woke up around 5:40am something to prepare myself.. 

 *normally i spend 30 mins in makeup myself, but tat day spent more than that,

   and even u spent more than that, you still cant get a nice make up*

  - because you're just woke ip

  - because you're too rush 

  - because your face is damn swollen 

 ：(

finally i get myself done and looked at the watch ， is 6:50 already!
which i promised my fren i will pick her up on 6:45, hahah..opps, sorry ..
i'm late...
but still we're managed to reach there before 7:30am..
high five.. ;)

was kinda excited because need to prepare balloon, food for the game session later!!..
hahah...
wasabi cake, chili cucumber, cream, and etc...
but end up the balloon was still there without touching single of it due to time constraint..
  *sad, we pumped and tied it until fingers also pain ah*

i personally think that, the most touching moment is when the bridegroom confessed to the bride..
but for me, i wish the bridegroom himself can prepare the scripts..
in terms of wat promise he wanna make, wat he wanna do , bla bla bla..
more meaningful ...
 *day dreaming again* :(

her husband's side are all from teluk intan,
and due the transportation constraint, we were not follow along..
so our bridesmaid's job were stopped after the bridegroom got her.. hahahah..
 *erm,, i actually indirectly got the bouquet from her* hahah
although we didnt follow along, our heart are followed along..
hahaha
wish her stay sweet, happy with her husband forever...
congratulations once again! <3>

with honey and dear !! and Da Manager!!! hahahahahha

(dinner)

sunday morning ! with the bridegroom ! 

me and nico !!

(出门啦,要幸福噢)

3 of us in honey house...hahaha

before she 出门, !!

ei, where is me and dear jc? we went to toilet :(

our turn again..smile! 

p/s: She and she said as long as i dont tag them, so is ok for me to upload the pic on fb..

      hahahah 

p/s: ms nico, dont pura pura ah... must come back during chinese new year gah.. hahahha
      we want angpao..XPPPPPPPPPPPP

5566

我说：‘我的好朋友都知道我非常喜欢5566这个团体“

虽然他们有点老了！。。

哈哈哈。。

以前都是因为看少年特工对才开始迷上他们。。

开始收集他们的album， 海报。。LOL

更开始疯狂的追他们的偶像剧。。哈哈哈

我中学的时候他们非常红， 可是那时候没能力去他们的演唱会， 

没有钱，也没有交通。。

可是当你有钱的时候， 他们居然半解散的状况。。><

可是最近都有好消息的说，他们已经在计划复出了。。！！

DAEBAK !!!!

超兴奋得说！！

朋友每次都说“拜托，他们很老了好不好“

我又不是喜欢他们的样子， 我喜欢他们的歌。。。

尤其是王仁甫的声音。。超好听的。。

他们已经在计划开世界巡回演唱会！！。。

一定要来马来西亚。。。 

我已经开始在储蓄钱了。。

哈哈哈哈。。。

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aYgKZCNVPGM

爱心早就被金钱收买了吧

i'm kinda disappointed to one of the pet grooming shop in ipoh..
the story is like this,
we used to bring my creamboy to there,
because she/he has more experience than we do.. and also he/she professionalism in this area
and we used to ask for her advice when my creamboy was sick..
he/she always gave us advice, taught us how to do..
that's why we used to bring my creamboy to visit he/she's shop..

but i'm disappointed to say that, we seldom bring our creamboy to visit her shop after she has expanded her business...
i think i better write in chinese..
因为他们变得好像很忙这样..
变得很随便
每次带我creamboy去他们那边冲凉后,
它的毛都脱很多,好像被人很用力扯它的毛这样...
一次两次就算了,是每一次..
之后我们就自己帮它冲凉，加上它的皮肤比较不好。。
所以自己冲也好。。。
然后,每次带它去做grooming的时候，
跟他们说，不要太短。。它不喜欢。。
妈的！每一次都跟我说，不行它的毛打结。。
我通常带它去你哪冲凉， 你没帮它梳好咯。。。
ok, 一次两次我也就算了。。
之后我每天给它梳毛。。
它的毛已经没有打结了。。
可是还是那么短。。
原来你每次都是帮它剃 的，，
不是帮它剪的。。
因为剃比较快， 你还有狗在等。。。
我说，难道我不是customer 吗？
我还是有带它去，是少一点吧了。。。
如果说我们去玩的话，我们还是带它去那边留宿的。。。
我还是觉得那个老板是爱动物的人，而不是只想要赚钱。。
这种想法到两个星期前就没了。。
我的狗生病了，耳朵发炎，而我们很难帮它洗，
所以就求助于他/她，可是她一直敷衍我。。
我们不会拿你便宜的，钱一定会给啊。。
当我们带我们的狗去到他那边时，那边做工的人，跟我们说：“老板出去了"
我心想：“不是才刚回来吗“。。
原来是不想帮我们。。就算当我们是普通的customer也可以帮吧。。
而我三番4次inbox 他问他东西，他seen 可是不回。。妈的，回一下要你的钱吗？。。
我们告诉你，我们很担心， 有什么可以做啊？
一句：“它两个星期后会没事“ 有那么难吗？
就因为我们少去你那边，所以你觉得我们不再是你的customer，
所以也不用回答了。。
超级失望的。。 爱心早就被金钱收买了吧！！！
可能你觉得，我们没带它去你哪，
有事才会找你。。如果可以的话，
我还是会带它去你哪。。
你用脑想，你试看看 叫你的员工扯下你狗的毛看怎样。。
带它去grooming，然后每一次都随便帮你剃，
不再用心去剪。。
你还会带它去吗？
我给同样的钱，我要的是好地service。。
你没有。。别人可能没你厉害。。。
只是在别人眼中，我还是customer。。
你要赚钱没有错， 可是service要好一点吧。。。

haiz。。
只是想想， 有多少人开店不是为了赚钱呢，
-帮你是人情，不帮你是道理。。
  （所以你没人情咯， 人情也没爱心更不用说）

i dont wan mention which shop la..
but honestly, disappointed to the MAX

p/s: thanks god babyboy is getting better ad.. THANKS GOD !

脑里面还有很多要写，可是不懂要怎样写。。

BABYBOY FIGHTING

i'm so so so so worried of my babyboy..

he gt virus infection from flea..

at first we tot he 闹情绪。。

but he didnt seems better even we brought him shopping and played with him..

then only we decided to bring him to consult vet..

and vet told us he gt virus infection from flea...

and this virus attacked his nerve system ..

which causing his muscle pain.. 

lucky the doctor said, this can recover (but he didnt tell me how long ) :(

the vet provided us with 2 kind of medi, feed once per day...

one white color, the other one is yellow color..

however, he looks weak after taken this two medi, especially the white color one..

i guess the medi is very strong (maybe the "medi" is fighting with the virus)

thus he looks weak.. 

and this white color medi already finished today morning..

left only the yellow color one.. 

the doctor also told us he will get better after 4 days...

today is the 4th day!! .. PRAY HARD

he seems alittle bit better actually, 

maybe need alittle bit more time..

he actually get better, but when he gt better, he wanna play..

he wanna walk, play, run...

and when he plays, he looks weak, tired..which make me worried the most..

"good boy, rest more!!, we play again when u get well!! "

BABY BOY FIGHTING, FIGHTING, FIGHTING, FIGHTING, FIGHTING, FIGHTING

FIGHTING, FIGHTING, FIGHTING, FIGHTING, FIGHTING, FIGHTING, FIGHTING !!!

PRAY TO THE GOD WITH MY FULL SINCERITY MY BABY BOY WILL GET WELL SOON

first resignation letter

finally i handed in my first resignation letter this monday..
finally !!!
finally i can leave my current company and move my career into a new path..

the reason for leaving is because i cant learn much here..
i ve been here for nearly one year...
but when ppl asked wat do you learn..
i dunno how to answer at all..
still like a fresh grad although i hve been  working for one year...

i keep looking for the suitable job,
yet in this small town ipoh is not tat easy..
and i finally found it..
!!!
thanks god..

however, due to my careless for not reading my offered letter again..
i missed out the term tat i actually need 2 months notice,
which i tot is one month..
and my last day will be on 6th of june, less than one month..
wish they can accept my letter..
because i am going to start my new job on 12th of june.!!
praying hard..

tortoise in the house

one day morning when i was ready myself to go for work..
suddenly i saw something that scared me hell..
i saw a big tortoise !!!!
i called my dad immediately to confirm he is the one who put the tortoise on the plant...
my dad told me he found it outside of our house..
and he worried some driver might not able to see it...
so he brought him back...

well...then we put it into a big tub ....
but it climbed out from the tub and tried to "run away" again...
to avoid this to be happened again..
we empty a place between the plant and put it inside..
and finally it's not able to climb out and run away again!!
hahaha
sound bad and selfish huh?
but actually is because we know the percentage it can survive if "he" is on the road is very low,
"马路如虎口"
can you imagine if the lorry driver is not realize of it and go through from it body?

however, we actually sent it away last sunday..
because the tortoise was "on diet" for a week..
it didnt take any food at all...
and we believed that this is a tactic that it actually tried to tell us
"i wanna get away from here "
     *well, i mean this tortoise is fucking clever!!, from the way it climbed out from the tub over and over                again, and there i know tortoise is very smart"
i dont know for wat reason the tortoise wanna get out from it home and even from us.....
perhaps it wanna explore the world?
the world is beautiful, full of excitement and surprised"
so as it wish, we sent it away .

"as you wish tortoise, we sent you away,
 you may continue to chase for wat you want,
 to explore the world,  to experience the world,
 good luck and be safe" ;)

disappointed

another disappointment again..
why...
am i not paying effort enough?
i did...
but why always like that..
i willing to learn, just let me get what i want...
what is so hard for this?

heart breaking ...
i tried and tried and tried...
am i not sincere enough?
i did..
but why u cant see...

i cant stand anymore..
too much of disappointment...
went for a few interviewed ..
the job i want never want me..
the job i dont want always come to me..
no exceptions!!
wat the fuck..
why i must face this kind of shit..
why others can found wat their want..
to build their career..
wat the fuck am i doing here..

dont tell is reality..
u know how much i hate this word..
i know is reality..
is it means i must accept it..
i hv the responsibility to make my life happy..
i'm just 24 years old gal..
let's say i accept the fact that's reality..
i shouldn't chasing watever i want..
just accept watever ppl offered me..
what do i gt until the end of my life?
ntg..
just the stupid fact and it so called reality..
fuck it..


is ok if you think i'm not the right person for your company..
at least let me know..
the feeling is suck when u waiting for ntg...
do let me know.. pls...
at least i know i can move forward...
pls..

dear god..
i need you badly..
pls gv me strength ...

dilemma

arh.. dilemma...
i dunno wat to do ..
one company offered me as procurement executive with a good pay..
but procurement is not my first choice...
somemore, i need to gv my answer to this company by today..
:(
but i still waiting the reply from another company..
how how how...
i really dunno wat to do ..
they called me again just now whether what is my decision..
so this means i cant drag their time d..
:(
even though i'm still considering..
but due to the reason that i cant drag ppl time anymore..
i got to reject this offer :(((((((


P/S: HOW

just a post

my first resigned letter is ready..
but i yet to pass it up to my HR.
because i didnt get any offer by other company.
i think i was crazy ..
hahha
u know wat..
i sent almost 10 resume within an hour.
i just sent watever i found.
and it was so lucky that're two company replied me and called for interview.
one interview was done on last wed.
actually there were two interviewed on last wed.
but unfortunately, another interview had been postponed to this wed because manager is not around.
:(
got to take another day of leave.

btw, had a very good interviewed last wed.
i was so nervous at first.
but the two interviewee were so good.
the interviewed was done in a very casual way,
we were sharing our experience to each others.

haha...wish me luck!
pray

#just a post#

a late post of my birthday

a late post about my birthday !!!
my birthday is over nearly a month !
and now only i blog about it !..hahah
actually is because i wait for my late birthday present from my gang ! wahaha

my first birthday after 3  years without my gang !!..
feeling lonely !..no surprised from them, which kinda sad..
but still thanks the sakai gang here for giving such a warm birthday celebration !!
thanks victor for rushing back to celebrate my birthday !!...hahaha
and i ve gt a small surprised from them too!!...
which i tot they didnt prepare cake for me!!...
hahaha..
(my personal views, cake is very important )
dont you think is weird when ppl singing birthday song for you but without cake? #1
make a wish without candle & without cake? #2
hahaha..

thanks the sakai gang !!!.. 

i never expect my mum will gv me any surprise during my birthday !

but this year i really so surprised for wat my mum did..

i know ntg about their plan..

when i get back home after work...

i saw my mum was preparing steamboat to celebrate my birthday !!

i really so touched to see that !!..

and so touched i saw my cousin brought me cake and sang korean birthday song !!

so cute ! 

besides, my little cousin  bought me a notebook as my birthday present !!!

she really so cute !!!

will not missed out of this !!
i received this bag from my gang !!!!!
charles &keith
so in love with tote bag recently, dunno why ..
thanks so much for the present !!!
miss the time when we tgt!!..
we drink, we play, we shout...
we are crazy !
hahah

thanks all of you..for making my birthday meaningful..
love you guys...and good lucks to you all!!..

the reason

my blogspot:" hi , welcome home creamy"

me: hi, sorry for dumping you for a month. 

      i'm here because i really need someone to talk with,

      i mean just talk...

lost again..

my fren suggest me to go work in penang or KL, 

more career opportunity and high pay...

i appreciate their suggestion, i appreciate their concerned..

thanks..

but ...

#1 simple because i wanna stay with my family..

我是一个很很很很很念家的人...

除非我一毕业就到外面做工，当已经习惯待在家的时候，

我就不想到外面去了。。。

#2 i hate being alone..

i dont want when i get back to my home after work and facing the wall

i hate this..when i'm tired, when i need someone, i cant find any..

at least if i'm in ipoh, i gt my parents...

that's my home, my room..i am not facing the wall!!..

some more the dinner is ready and waiting for me.....

and i got my "cream boy" with me...

#3 high living cost

the rental cost at least RM300, 

how about the electric fee, the water fee?

another RM100

then petrol? 

"save abit la"

well, 可是我不是一个很会省钱的人。。

it's very hard to ask me to save money...

*所谓的省钱是???

    - 吃比较便宜的食物，(no more sushi,/korean food/spaghetti)

    - 不要买不需要的东西(example?bag? clothes? or？no idea）

    - 尽量在家自己煮 

    - 就算跟朋友出去也尽量不要吃太贵的。。。

    - so forth !!

wat else? 

working is already so lifeless, if i live the way like this...

i think that's not call lifeless already

when my fren suggested me to work in other place..

this is the few things i really concerned with....

feeling lost...

you may say i am immature, or even childish..

even 不切实际 or whatever!!!

if you really think this way..

please dont tell me...

welcome 2014

Welcome 2014, 

2014 please be nice to me!

1# I wish to get my new phone as soon as possible, 

Because my phone is dead. 

:(

2# i wish i can find the job that i want  

   i'm still searching of it....

   sometimes, i'm so dilemma btw dream and salary, btw dream and work!

3# i wanna earn more money !

     that's too many "to buy list" :(

4# and i wanna.........erm...

    hahahhahah....

After make so many wishes in 2014, 

Would like to have a short summary of me in 2013,

A great and meaningful year , 

Done one biggest event when i was in utar..

After 3 years of study, i finally graduate from utar and completed my degree, 

Finally step into the society...

Finally start my career...

Finally i can drive myself to everywherey ( not everywhere la..hahah, need more courage..xP)

Alot of up and down in the pass year, 

but it makes me more appreciate wat i had, 

=)

lastly, happy new year to my frens !!..