yes, i'm single

ppl asked me..
are u single..
i answered :"yes i'm."
WHY?

why? wat why?
why so surprise?
y i cant be single?
weird..@@
somehow, i will jealous ppl with great relatioship...
but i enjoy my life ..=)))))

to be honest ..
i'm single for around 2 years..
again, ppl will asked me..2 years wor..
yes is 2 years..
why？

i will think alot ..
i will consider alot..
i'm 21 years old..
for sure, no more puppy love..
so i'm nt easy to accept a relationship ...
unless,i make sure tat he's the one i wan..
but i know is abit hard..
bcause i also dunno wat i wan..
"a great relationship might place infront of me, but i rejected"
why?
bcause i worried that one day i'll regret...
i missed a lot..

i cant persuade myself to accept a guy with no feeling..
feel is most important thing for me..
no feel = ntg..

i admit tat is quite hard to fall in love again.
bcause i really consider a lot...really alot...
i'm nt going to let myself to regret any decision tat i make..
i'm just too " rasional" in love...
is bad things i kn0w...@@
wat to say ...
well, if really wan to say ...
that my partner should be the one that i can rely with...
able to make me rely on him..
GREAT !

gathering

didn't contact for 9 years ..
through facebook..
we've chance to contact with our primary classmates..
after planned for a time..
finally they decided to have gathering last saturday ...
however, bcause i have appointment with others..
so i cant attend..this really make me upset ...
but lucky..
they asked me for breakfast on sunday..
first , we had our breakfast at oldtown...
nice !








me and sharen =)












after that we went to jusco to continue our gathering..
actually we thought wanna movie ..
but apple of the eyes full booking ..
sad la..
sing k? good idea..
but full also , have to wait until 345pm..
ok..
while waiting for 345pm..
we should have fun first ...
XD


hahaha.....non-stop playing..






















































tat ppl said this is child game..
unfortunately, he fell to it..
spent alot in this machine..
still said child game @@













is time !!.
lets sing tgt ..XDD


















this gathering mean a lot to us..
never think b4 tat it can come true...
this really make me recall alot my memory ..
last time i was a normal gal..
super normal..
not much ppl can recognize me..
somemore dunno who am i ..
hahaha..
bcause i too quiet ?
perhaps..
but i dun think so la..
hahhaha..
but actually i was good student la...
i just didn't pass up homework jek..XD

look forward for the next gathering lo...;)

p/s: stop it

moral campaign

moral campaign done !!!
seriously lack of sleep this week..
everyday slept around 5am..
my god...
i can see my "panda eyes" ....!
tonight i gonna sleep early !!
well back to topic..
my moral campaign -kekeluargaan










our title is kekeluargaan-isteri yang berzina..!
wao..
such an interesting topic...
the first part of the campaign is talkshow..
i'm the counselor ..










how professional am i ..? XDD
the 2cd part is sketch !!
the most excited part ...
the sketch is about..
how a women curi makan with another guy ..
however, the husband choose to forgive her..
after that, the husband wish nt to have baby first..
so , the wife have to take bil perancang...
3 years after...
the grandparents wish to have grandchild..
so, they ask the son to have a baby as soon as possible..
but due the wife have taken too many bil perancang...
is hard for her to pregnant ...
so the doctor suggest her to do testtube baby ...
the sketch continue with the baby is now 13 years old...
one day he ask his father to get him IPhone..
however ..................
his nightmare start..
he being abuse by his father..and force to work part time...
13 years old child force to work part time at cybercafe...
low salary ... being bully ..

this is about how the sketch like ..
thx bong bong, bcause she Sacrifice a lot for this sketch !!
thx =))

seriously, BM is nt easy ...
more than 2 years didn't use malay ..!!
already forget half of it ...
my god..
lucky my group still gt 2 ppls that can help us in our report ..
thx=)











first time work tgt with senior..gain something new =)

p/s: tomorrow tamil test ..@@ ...
but i super tired..so i decided to sleep after i done blogging..
=))

shiseido make up workshop

i've attended a makeup workshop in this thursday ...
is brought by shiseido..
first, she taught us the right way to wash the face...
after that, came to the excited part...
which us makeup ...
well...
i'm so lucky that i being chosen as the "model"..
omg..
damn nervous..
i just nt used to when all ppl are looking at me..
kinda excited...
first, they just make up half of my face..
bcause want to show the different ..
omg...i'm scared...
but lucky at the end..
they did it to another half face....
thx god...
if nt, i dunno how i gonna walk in the campus...@@
btw..
this is the...erm, i think this is the 2cd time tat i have such make up instead of just eyeliner and mascalar, this make up more focus on eye shadow..
quite different ..
and is nice ..
i like it..=)

this is how it look like..





















p/s: should i ?

come bac

well..
i realized that i'm damn unlucky this sem ..
everything is mess...
wuwuwu..
god bless..
dun take away my luck..
i'll be a good gal one..
i need it badly ..TT
my darling being "attack" by virus..
TT
DONT !!!!!!
TT
all also run away from me...TT
money, laptop, luck ..TT
i'm sorry ...
pls come bac my dearest ...
u all is important to me ..
dun run away from me..
let build a great relationship again with each others....!!
money, laptop, luck ...!!
money, laptop, luck ..!!
dun u hear me ..
faster come bac to me...!!
i'm waiting for u !!..


p/s: i think i need sembahyang ad..TT

i'm stupid

come bac to my lovely blog again..
thank you for being here when i'm stress, sad and happy ..=)
sometimes, i found myself is like a stupid..
y i get angry with something nt worth?
ppl will ask me like tat ..
ppl will say just let it ..
y so angry.. for wat ..
but i wan to say, bcause i care bout that ...
u wont angry, u wont have any feeling when u dun care about that ..
same to me..
when i dun care about it, i wont have any feeling...
just let it..
as u like..
rite?

erm..
last time i tot tat i'm kind of ppl tat being patient to anyone..
being nice to anyone..
tolerate ...
generous...
but it seems like NO..
bcause recently, i found myself getting angry easily...
my EQ is like drop suddenly from higher to LOWEST ....
i'm nt patient anymore!
i'm nt tolerate anymore!..
WHY?
may be is bcause i'm the kind of ppl tat will chase perfect ...
i wan the things go perfect ...
my mood will seriously affected ..
when something make my work nt perfect anymore..
even a very very small matter...
like when i drawing, if i accidently draw out the line..
i wont be continue anymore..
or just simply done it...

same thing goes to my assignments...
i dun like my assignments look like rojak..
when u decided to make standard pls dun make it like children work...
when u decided to go humor just act watever that u can, do watever that u wan...
dun mixed tgt..
ok..u can mixed it..
but remember that u must make it constantly....

and my perfect here is means i hope everyone can put effort in the assignments...
i know tat i'm nt creative if compare to others..
but at least we try ..
we put effort..
we try our best to make the things look perfect...
lazy doesn't help u grow up..

NO ONE IS PERFECT ...
but we learn, we share.......

b4 i end my post ..
i wan to say sorry ..
this few days something really spoil my mood..
but now i'm ok with tat..
i know tat's nt worth to angry ...
and i will try my best to gain high EQ..
everything just biarkan..
smile..=)

p/s: btw, i wan to say no next time..