voith 150

finally done the voith 150 years poster and countdown..
finally feeling relieve abit...

more update to come:

cry

12/10/2016..
a sad day..:(

being gik by salesman
angry till cry in the office.
damn
actually i dont want to cry, but dunno why tears keep drop.
:(

2 years

congratulations!!

why?

i officially working in my current company 2 years liao !!

hahaha

honestly, this is my 4th job after graduate from UTAR...

omg, being so childish previously..

lucky now mature abit ..hahaha

i learn alot in this company

especially come to dealing with those sales..

different salesman, different pattern,

how to deal with them is really important, 

i would take this as opportunity for learning,

this is the reason why i still working in this company and still counting...

besides, i got alot of holiday, hahahha..

follow all the public holiday and is 5 working days jek..

but salary so so..

thinking to do some online business actually...

will plan properly, bcause once i start i m not gonna give up easily,

i must successful..

but still some ohmmm...

坏习惯

有个坏习惯真的要改掉。。。

其实我不应该要求每个人都和我一样。。。

每个人都有自己的想法，怎么可能都一样呢。。

我把每一件事都看得太重了。。

其实每个人都有不同的定义的。。

我不应该怪别人。。

我知道了。。。

我会提醒自己的。。。

在乎是一定要的，只是不需要看的太重

顺其自然就好。。

东西看的太重， 就越容易伤心。。

知道了知道了。。。。

不会再重犯了。。。

who is the right one

SINGLE?

i guess i am just too worried of getting hurt..
i dont think i can stand with this kind of feelings anymore..

i can still remember how hurt it is ....
how long it takes to recover..
how much tears i dropped bcause of this..

i m not going to repeat the same things again,
this is wat i told myself..
since then, i always put myself in a very "safe" place..
not going to hope, not even wants to try...
too much of expectation, that much of disappointment ...
there's an "emergency" button in my brain/heart i think..
whatever i feel that is not so right "it" will automatic stop...

not even started and it already ended..
i can still remember how hurt it is, but i have no idea why it can be that hurt..
i never thought the impact can be that strong until ...

my frens and colleagues used to asked me,
why not u try,u should take out ur first step, otherwise you will lost the person...
why not i try? i tried and i failed...
i should take out the first step? i did, and i failed..
otherwise you will lost the person? it still the same even i did the above..

only then, i figured out if the person really care about you and like you..
he will do the above...
if you ask, dont you worry that you will 错过 the right person..
i will answer not..
if one day i meet the one i like and i missed him because of this,
i will just say that he might not the right one...

sometimes i will still think that “will i still able to meet the one i really like in future?”

emo

a very emo day...
haizzzzz....
i hate ah...

wat i hate the most is the person actually dunno wat i angry about..
damn it...
arhhh

dunno wat to say la...
wat also cannot say...

容忍度

容忍度那么高要来做什么？
它除了让你什么东西都吞下肚子之外， 还能为你带来什么？
你自以为那是好习惯， 可以大事化小，其实别人只会当作“应分” 罢了。。。
你以为他会觉得你很好? 你很厉害?你很有教养？还是？
他只会踩你上罢了。。。
他只会觉得你好欺负罢了。。。
他并不会觉得你其实大事化小，他会觉得你没种，没胆，怕死！！。

其实你只是觉得，这忍一忍就过了。。。

improve English

i attended another English Training last week,
the training was held at Vistana Hotel and presented by Carol Chiam.
She was a very experienced English trainer,
i really learnt alot from this training..
we made alot of mistakes in our daily communication especially when we were using email.

i really want to improve my English, i am lacking of confident to speak English..
in this 2016, i must improve my English..
about 35 weeks left to 2017..
so i want to:

1. read a English news every week
2. learn 70 new words 
3. read 3 English books
4. watch more English movie to improve my listening

fighting...LOL

Descendants of the Sun

what make girls crazy recently？？？

of course is our beloved Jongki Oppa.....

even you didnt watch the drama  "Descendants of the Sun"

you will also know how hot is it..

because you can see it in FB everyday...

hahahha

some ppl might get annoying, but we couldnt stop from posting or sharing..hahahah

oppa really very handsome in  this drama..

very man somemore..

one of my fren was not understanding why i am so crazy of this until she watches the drama..

now she is in a gang with me...

jongki's oppa gang ！

hahahah

i have changed my laptop, company desktop's wall paper to Oppa's photo..hahaha

my colleagues actually cannot tahan me anymore...

hahah

can i go korea and meet you ??

Oppa ya..,

sarangheyo Oppa....  <3 div="">

Oppa, remember to come to my dream tonight ya...XP

let's see Oppa....

fighting

i know life doesnt smooth all the time..
i do appreciate alot wat i have..
i always told myself i am a lucky gal and always believe that i am a luck gal as well..
so i here to tell myself again！
no matter how hard the life is, we will get through of it ...
believe it, tomorrow is another day..
enjoy today, work hard tomorrow..
ntg can beat us down..
fightingg ！

黑色的星期五（29/1/2016）

黑色的星期五（29/1/2016）
在回家的路上撞到别人的车><
前面那一辆车突然emergency break, 其实我有看到，
然后我也马上踩break，可是因为下了雨路上很滑，
结果我的车轮也滑了，就撞上前面的车。。:(
真的很紧张，有点害怕，可是还是下车了（没办法）。。。
下次后， 那人第一句话就是有没有搞错哦，
我说我也没办法，路滑啊。。
然后那人也没说什么， 拿了我的号码就走了。。
那一整晚跟朋友出去了也没什么心情， 毕竟我真的没什么经验。。
什么都不懂。。（哭）
可是还好我的朋友都很不错， 哈哈哈
一直告诉我要做什么， 然后也帮我打电话给那个人。。（虽然那人没接）
LOL
然后回到家告诉我妈的朋友，她就介绍我去她朋友哪。。
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虽然也不便宜， 那辆vios 300，我的也300
结果6百没了，还没包括弄灯。。
我真的要哭了。。
应该说，眼泪快要流干了！！！！！！！！！！！！！
下次下雨，妈的，驾30 好了！！！
我的心痛痛痛痛痛痛。。
600 ah。。

其实也没很伤啊。。
哭。。haizzzzzz

Annyeong Minguk

one of my favourite KBS2 reality show: superman Returns

the show is about their wife will leave the house (her child/chidren and her husband ) for 48 hours...
so in this 48 hours, the dad has to take care of his child/chidren..
that's why it calls Return of Superman...

Sad to know that my lovely Song Family has leave the show...
very sad to hear that..
Song triplets- Song II Gook- daddy, Song Daehan, Song Minguk, Song Manse.
and among the triplets, i like Minguk the most...
he is so so so so so cute, caring.....
he can sing very well as well.. i really cant stop myself from loving him..LOL

all this while, i was thinking to raise daughter instead of son, you know right, dress like a princess , then shopping together..
but now, i wish to have a son as well(i mean daughter and son), a son like Minguk..
haha...

u know how sad when i saw the news that they will leave the show
they have done firming of the last episode on Dec and estimated their last epi will be on air in Feb

means that i have not more than 10 epi to watch..:( :(

no longer can see his cute face, cute action anymore...so sad..

can i have a son like him too???? xP

but i think first i should get a BF first...LOL

annyeong Minguk... >.<