Wednesday, April 30, 2014

tortoise in the house

one day morning when i was ready myself to go for work..
suddenly i saw something that scared me hell..
i saw a big tortoise !!!!
i called my dad immediately to confirm he is the one who put the tortoise on the plant...
my dad told me he found it outside of our house..
and he worried some driver might not able to see it...
so he brought him back...

well...then we put it into a big tub ....
but it climbed out from the tub and tried to "run away" again...
to avoid this to be happened again..
we empty a place between the plant and put it inside..
and finally it's not able to climb out and run away again!!
hahaha
sound bad and selfish huh?
but actually is because we know the percentage it can survive if "he" is on the road is very low,
"马路如虎口"
can you imagine if the lorry driver is not realize of it and go through from it body?

however, we actually sent it away last sunday..
because the tortoise was "on diet" for a week..
it didnt take any food at all...
and we believed that this is a tactic that it actually tried to tell us
"i wanna get away from here "
     *well, i mean this tortoise is fucking clever!!, from the way it climbed out from the tub over and over                again, and there i know tortoise is very smart"
i dont know for wat reason the tortoise wanna get out from it home and even from us.....
perhaps it wanna explore the world?
the world is beautiful, full of excitement and surprised"
so as it wish, we sent it away .

"as you wish tortoise, we sent you away,
 you may continue to chase for wat you want,
 to explore the world,  to experience the world,
 good luck and be safe" ;)







Tuesday, April 22, 2014

disappointed

another disappointment again..
why...
am i not paying effort enough?
i did...
but why always like that..
i willing to learn, just let me get what i want...
what is so hard for this?

heart breaking ...
i tried and tried and tried...
am i not sincere enough?
i did..
but why u cant see...

i cant stand anymore..
too much of disappointment...
went for a few interviewed ..
the job i want never want me..
the job i dont want always come to me..
no exceptions!!
wat the fuck..
why i must face this kind of shit..
why others can found wat their want..
to build their career..
wat the fuck am i doing here..

dont tell is reality..
u know how much i hate this word..
i know is reality..
is it means i must accept it..
i hv the responsibility to make my life happy..
i'm just 24 years old gal..
let's say i accept the fact that's reality..
i shouldn't chasing watever i want..
just accept watever ppl offered me..
what do i gt until the end of my life?
ntg..
just the stupid fact and it so called reality..
fuck it..


is ok if you think i'm not the right person for your company..
at least let me know..
the feeling is suck when u waiting for ntg...
do let me know.. pls...
at least i know i can move forward...
pls..

dear god..
i need you badly..
pls gv me strength ...

Friday, April 18, 2014

dilemma

arh.. dilemma...
i dunno wat to do ..
one company offered me as procurement executive with a good pay..
but procurement is not my first choice...
somemore, i need to gv my answer to this company by today..
:(
but i still waiting the reply from another company..
how how how...
i really dunno wat to do ..
they called me again just now whether what is my decision..
so this means i cant drag their time d..
:(
even though i'm still considering..
but due to the reason that i cant drag ppl time anymore..
i got to reject this offer :(((((((


P/S: HOW

Sunday, April 6, 2014

just a post

my first resigned letter is ready..
but i yet to pass it up to my HR.
because i didnt get any offer by other company.
i think i was crazy ..
hahha
u know wat..
i sent almost 10 resume within an hour.
i just sent watever i found.
and it was so lucky that're two company replied me and called for interview.
one interview was done on last wed.
actually there were two interviewed on last wed.
but unfortunately, another interview had been postponed to this wed because manager is not around.
:(
got to take another day of leave.

btw, had a very good interviewed last wed.
i was so nervous at first.
but the two interviewee were so good.
the interviewed was done in a very casual way,
we were sharing our experience to each others.

haha...wish me luck!
pray

#just a post#