First time

it is totally the first time that presentation with no projector,
and with the mini netbook...
so funny..
omg...
yesterday morning was our adv presentation..
unfortunately, our tutor had forgot to book the projector and laptop..
very lucky that our classmates got bring along their netbook..
if nt, i really dunn0e h0w to present it...
and very funny that others group's presenters need to present in outside..
because our class was over time ad and next class want to come in ...
swt la..

next, is PR presentation...
this also is the first time for us that present in the lecturer's office...
hahaha..
actually we suppose present in today , but due to the PTPTN today ...
so lecturer ask us present in her office yesterday noon...
is ok...
erm..about the marks ..
honestly, i'm nt really satisfy with that...
is too low ady..wuwuwuwu...=(
haiz..

woke up early in the morning 6am..
just because the ptptn..
but actually is worth it..XD
thx jessy woke me up..
yeah..
we reached campus around 6:35 am..
omg..it is already many ppls...
wait until 8 somethings , finally the guard came and OPEN the door..
all students ran and shout(it was so excited)...XD
hahaha...
around 10 am ..
everythings was settle..
good..
so efficient ..
after that we went to eat dim sum..
but din eat much..may be too tired ady..
haiz..

many ppls was waiting outside of the heritage hall..










p/s: every times also like that, HATE it ..

lost of direction

Again and again. This kind of feelings is surronding me.

I don like this kind of feeling, but I dunn0 wat can I do. Is no choice for me..

Many things happen, all of the things happened out of expected.

U will very surprise and dunn0 h0w to continue, just like the movie, suddenly pause everythings.

U will stop at particular part and dunno h0w to continue, just like a scriptwriter havent finish writing the script for the actor, so the actor can not be continue.

Everythings will stop at there. u lost of direction, u nt dare to continue but u also can nt go back.

Definately, everythings out of your control and u start to feel nervous.

Like wat mention just n0w, u nt dare to continue, but you force to do so.

Normally, like me, I will hope that I can escape form everythings, but is nt working, So wat u can do?

Breath deeply, and continue, step by step to learn how to survive in this reality world.

Latest of me keep on emo, I think my classmates will scare of me.

Hahaha..is nothing, just because the stress only, it is hard to used to it in the degree year 1 sem 1 ,

full of assignment and presentation, stress, stress and stress..hahha..

dun worry…I’m ok..just because want to face many things/problem and have to solve it…

cheer up my fren. =)

Friendship

That is always a problem between friends...
some of the problem u are unable to see it...
cause all of us will try our best to hide it...
but it doesn't means ntg..

so if u want to solve this problem..
the only way is face to face settle it..
but some of the ppl will nt choose this..
like me, i won't do that...
if is nt be worth and nt important..
dun try to think urself is very important...
and i'm nt easy bully as u think...XD
dun challenge me..

many ppl said, me very stingy..
but actually is nt...
if u experience hurt by your fren b4..
u will kn0w my feelings..
i just try my best to protect myself..
i'm nt easy to hate a person..
but sometimes, some person force me to avoided them..
because what they do is actually different from wat they talk...
after u n0e them for a long long time..
u will realize that..
they act different also..
but many ppl will nt able to see it..
because they act different..
when u try to tell them..
wat will happen?
they will say, is u think too much..
but actually is nt..
just u cant see it only..
i had experience b4..
nt one times..
is many many times..
different kind of ppl..
so actually i already used to it with that..
but what can u say? u can nt say anythings..
u just can follow..rite？
fine...

after u n0e someone for a times..
and u realize that..the friendship is nt like before already..
u will wonder y will this happen?
may be is because the friendship nt deeply enough..
dunno..haiz..
dun think it..
dun look it so important ..

but if i choose to trust u..
pls dun break the trust of me to u...
dun try to lie me..
if u do that, no sorry ...
i won't accept it...
dun break my heart...XD

i appreciate what i have n0w...
i'm proud to be your frens, guys...
i love u all....smuakss..
and miss u ah honey(baoer)
hey hey..XD...

p/s: happy birthday joel..

new hair style

i went to cut my hair yesterday..
my new look...













this is only photo i take for my short hair..
this is because i'm nt really used to it with my new hair style..
haiz..

and thx to those who like my photo in facebook..
thx..^^

p/s:new hair style, new feelings.