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20 facts

20 facts about me..

i did post it on instag..

but i think i am just cincai.. lol

so i m going to repost again here.... 

The 20 facts about myself.. 

#1, family lover.. I really love my family alot, my family members include my father, 

      mother, sisters and my creamboy. creamyboy is nt my pet, bt my family.. dear god, bless
      me and my family stay healthy .. 

#2, frens mean alot to me.. i will really appreciate the one who treats me well.... i appreciate my frens       alot....
#3, when i was young, my dream is to become a singer.. hahaha.. i love singing alot..
     singer can earn more, can dress nicely..when i grow older, i slowly gv up this dream,
     for wat reason? because this dream seems too far to me...
#5, i hate lizards !!!!!!!!!!! ... the most scariest insects in the world is lizard..
      i scare cockroach as well, bt nt as serious as i scare lizard.. i cant pee and shit comfortable
      if i saw lizard shit inside the toilet.
#6 i am a super emotional gal, laugh like a crazy just a min ago, and cry like hell after that..
     i love to smile, my frens used to call me sunny gal..hahah
     and i love to cry as well, i cry alot when i watch movie.. so normally i dont watch
     sad movie in cinema, i really cant control..
#7 i love to show my teeth when taking photo, but i dont hv a nice teeth..
     :(
#8 i am a very short gal..i dont really tell people my real height.. hahah
     only my close fren will know it..
#9 actually i easy get fat.. i can eat alot, i will set myself a limit, i wont exceed the limit
     once i see my weight is getting near my limit, i ll start to limit myself.
#10 honestly,  i paktuo nt more than 3 times...
       is so hard for me to fall for someone, i take a lot of consideration when it comes to love,
       really alot.. the biggest reason behind this, #feel
#11 for more than 3 years since my last relationship
#12 i love to cook. hahah.. i actually start my "cooking life" since i was 11 years old.
       and official as chef in my family when i was 15 years old.  i was the one to prepare dinner, lunch        for my family until i entered University. i like to create my own recipe..:)
#13 japanese food and korea food lover, i love to eat shasimi damn much!!! .. japan is the first
      country that i want to visit !!! korea is next !!! ..
#14 my dream now is to open a kindergarten.. i love baby, i love children..and i want to give them a
      new education system, which i actually think the children today are quite stress..
#15 i love doreamon..hahha .. doreamon gv us dream, give us imagination..
#16 i love nature. i mean i will rather to go for a farm, zoo than to go shopping.. LOL
#17 i love to see attractive guy...hhahah.. everyone like to see handsome or pretty right? haha
#18 i am nt a 主动 person.. i am a super 被动 person.. i wont 主动 to add a person in my fb (90%)
       even i admire the guy, i wont 主动 add him in fb as well.. and wont 主动 to text or inbox a
       person, unless is study or work purpose...
#19 face saving. my fren used to said me like tat. When we played true or dare right, i would
       rather to drink or to eat a super geli food or drinks, bt wont do crazy action infront of public.
       for example, i wont act like an idiot infront of public。。
#20 i am a part time babysitter ..hahahah .. really... my mum need to take care 4 children..
       3 of them are my cousins and one is my mum fren's daughter...
       so my house is actually full of noise, and full of hapiness ..
#4  religious play a very important role when i consider to start a new relationship....
=)

100 days to 2015

it's only 100 days left until 2015..
what have you done for the pass 200+ days?
did you achieve any plan that you make earlier? ............
i think i only achieved half of it... ..
will work hard to achieve the rest ...

i personally think that 2014 is nt so good to me..
problem never stop..
so i actually wish 2015 can come faster..
because i think 2015 might at least better than 2014..
and i do wish everything will go smooth as soon as possible..

is not much..it's just 100 days to 2015..
fighting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..

just a short post to motivate myself, everything will go fine soon..

My famiy

life isnt always smooth.

what doesnt kill you makes you stronger.

sweet are the uses of adversity.

patience is bitter, but its fruit is sweet.

weep no more, no sigh, nor groan. sorrow calls no time that's gone.

life isnt always smooth,
my dad decided to work in nz..
i felt myself very useless, i should be the one who take care of them..
but until now, he still worry of us so much.
feeling sad, feeling useless...

is not a bad things to work in NZ..
NZ pay is high, more relax... .
but we worry, he is going there alone,
we cant take care of him, we cant meet everyday like now..
we dunno whether he sleep well or nt..
:(

i m so proud that i hv a very happy family,
my dad is ...
a very responsible man, who always put his family in his first place..<3 p="">a man who loves his wife so much (jealous la)
a man dont smoke and drink
( he used to smoke when i was 3 years old, but he decided to stop because of family)
my mum is...
a very tough woman..really tough !!!
a "well cooker", but she dont always cook :((
a woman that very strict to her family !!!
i got two youngest sisters who are still studying in TARUC and form 5..
i sleep with my youngest sister... but 3 of us like to sleep tgt ..
talk nonsense, fart tgt..LOL
and i got a super lovely dog! my creamboy..
the cutest dog ever..
hahah..
but he is the one who makes us worry the most..
he easily fell sick, he used to have skin problem..
at least twice a year that we visit vet because of his skin prob..
haizzz...
creamboy, pls stay healthy ..


i pray to GOD with all my sincerity..
to all my family (my dad, my mum, my sisterS, my creamboy) & my fren..
STAY HEALTHY AND HAPPY..
Pray..
God bless..