don force me

the heart was broken..
and can not stick it back already...
i am so sorry..
may be all of u will think me "small gas"
but the broken heart is can nt stick it back already...
pls la....
just let me.....
don force me pls....
many things is can nt be cover back easily...
enough la...
the died heart is won't alive again.....
i will give up everything...
....
....

just let me

may be u will think i am childish...
i am nt mature enough..
but excuse me..
can all of u stand on my situation and think for me?
u know what i feeling..
u all don noe...
hw many time i hold back my feelings...
u don noe...
i really can nt tahan already..
pls..
i am human..
i gt my feelings..
i gt my emotion..
...
no misunderstand...
if u can nt accept my act..
fine..
i don care...
u don understand my situation..
..
...
ok...u say u din wrong..
fine
maybe i am the person who done wrong..
anythings is over...
sometimes..somethings is can nt going back already...
suan ba....
...
if all of u can nt accept my act..
is ok..
u just let me...
and..
i don like SORRY...
don ask me y i so bad...
pls..
u all what also don noe...
just let me...

don talk to me

i don like put the secret in my heart..
so pain..
but now what i can do?
i just can hide it, in my heart..
i don like this type of feeling...
but now...i just can do like this...
i can tell who ...?
from the beginning ,...
i already done wrong...
i don noe latest of me..
what happened...
nt only hide my feeling...
i want hide myself also..
where i can go..?
maybe somebody is rite..
i gt bias ...
i should control myself..
i shounldn't like this..
but sometime....
somethings is can nt back to original...
i am so sorry...
but suddenly..
i know what i should do now....
i will gv up anything..
friendship and also love..
no more..
i will change change and change..
u know i say u..
pls..
don talk with me anymore..
my heart is die...
excuse me..
i want ask u ..
izit u look down on me?
i think the answer is yes..
..
ok..
never mind..
what u want to do ..
pls continue..
but remember ..
don look down on me..
pls pls pls..
don talk to me anymore..
what u want to do with that ppl ...
what u want to tell that ppl..
as u like..
i don care..

surprise

so sad.........
my necklace was broken already...
because falled on the floor and broke adi...
oh my god ..
this was very surprise to me...
when i know that my necklace fall on the floor and broke adi..
i suddenly can not can not came out any words..
haiz....
speechless....
but what i can said...?？
just keep silence....


this is my broken necklace...
...
wuwuwu

oh my god

oh my god...
yesterday rushed for management assignment till 3am..
and me and jessy decided take supper at ghany....
b4 we went out take our supper..
saomething was happened..
my crystal necklace was fall on the floor..
and broke adi..
suddenly i can not came out any words...
and i very sad..
almost cry..
on my god..
so sad so sad ah...
this is my birthday present wa...
...
....
wuuwuwwuwuuwuwuwuwwuwuwuuwuwwuuwwuuwwu
..
and today i woke up early and edit the assignment..
till 12pm more and quickly take to print..
after that we take for check..
tutor said..if we want get high marks ..
we must change..
ok..
we came back and edit all..
we suppose pass up b4 3pm..
but we late already..
2:55pm we only finished edit ..
and take to print..
3pm ..
david only cycle to skul and pass up..
lucky,
tutor still accept our assignment...
in here..
i want thanks to david..
because david is drop this subject in this sem..
but he still help us many many many in our assignment..
thanks ya..david.....

may be

what should i do?
something make me so confuse!!!!
may be i am the person who done wrong..
not ohter ppl..
is myself...
got any good idea to settle this..
i feel tired...
suddenly so expect study in pj..
actually no why..
just because i tired in kampar...
may be change the environment is benefit to me..
OR
may be NO..(don't noe)
...
yesterday i din sleep..
i thought whole nite...
In this world ..
many things are can not explain by the words...
god treats all of us fair...
pls don think too much..
nodoby is doing wrong...
just i really really feel tired..
i need a rest...
don ask me y ..pls..
and pls forgive me..
i really need sometime..
may be silence is the best ways..
i don't noe whether i can success or not...
may be i can try try...

if i close my eyes , close my ears..
izit evrything will going better?
may be i should put down all the things...
may be i won't get hurt anymore..
OR
may be this benefit to all of us...
who can give me some ideas...
somebody told me ...
don't be the tiger..
if i be the tiger she want be the lion already...
sweat la...
may be she is rite..
haiz...
still learning...
step by step...

haha..
u know y S.H.E want to sing "DON'T WANT BE ADULT"?
i noe y..
hehehe..
pls forgive me..
i tired , i need sometime...
SORRY...

TIGER DON ANGRY,DON'T THINK THAT IS CAT

Just now watch a movie..
and make me realize somethings....
actually the most horrible things in this world...
not ghost, is ppl...
are u agree?
u don noe what they will do behind u...
u don noe that fren u trust is what kind of ppl..
may be they pretend in front of u....
honestly, many of them can pretend very well ......
until u are not able to differentiate what is real and what is fake....
actually i faced it b4
but still so stupid...
...
is very sad if u trust that ppl a lot...
but they "beipan" you..
i don noe y ..
ppl in this world..don noe how to treasure what they have..
they are very greedy...
and selfish...
oh my god..
but what i can say..
this is what call reality..
u can not avoid this....
when the ppl start live in the Earth..
this already happened..
but when come to 21 century...
all become more and more serious...
actually we should protect ourself...
i still learning now..
because i so stupid one ..
easily trust ppl ..
i hate myself like this....
very hate..
although now don have what happen on me..
but based on my research..
and the results is..
i should protect myself b4 happen anythings....
i won't stupid anymore...
i want become clever and clever...
don let ppl bury me..
but honestly,
i'm not the type of gal u can bully me easily...
in chinese word..
"TIGER DON ANGRY,DON'T THINK THAT IS CAT"
wahahahahah..
me so pro adi..
hehehe

question time

Thursday, December 10, 2009
Question time~
A.被点到名字的要自己的博客里写下自己的答案，然后去掉你最不喜欢的问题再加上一个你的问题，组成20个问题，传给其他8个人，列出其他8个需要回答问题的人的名字，被点到名者不得拒绝回答问题，B.这8个人要在自己的部落格注明是哪里接到的，并且再传给其他8个人，让这游戏继续下去，不得回传。被点到名字的人将会得到大家的祝福，并且所有美好的愿望都会在不久的将来实现。
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1.你的名
- 陈紫薇

2.最近最郁闷的事
-很多

3.最受不了自己哪个缺点？
-字不美

4.遇到喜欢的人，你是勇敢表白还是默默关注？
-默默关注吧～

5.说出点你名的人3个优点（不可删除）
-好人，可爱,风趣

6.以一个形容词形容点名的人的外表
-无聊..

7.你现在最想拥有的是什么?
-钱...

8.什么时候感觉最开心
-很多很美味的东西吃的时候..

9.恋人/老公/老婆让你最欣赏的优点是什么？
-照顾我...

10.觉得自己的性格是？
-情绪化....

11.现在最想做的事？
-去玩..

12.接下来最想去旅行的国家或城市？为什么？
-日本，吃美味的东西...

13.你为什么要回答这些问题？
-爽咯...

14.听到另一半说什么话让你最受伤的？
-我喜欢上你的好朋友....

15.朋友喜欢上你的恋人,你会怎样?
-嗯,如果朋友只是默默喜欢的话，就没什么。。可是如果不是的话，那就看她有多本是咯。。。。。

16.最近一次掉眼泪是？
-上个星期...

17.请列出喜欢的饮料?
-milo kosong ice

18.家人重要还是伴侣重要？
-两个都重要

19.你希望点你名的人成为你的？
-好朋友

20.你觉得自己五官哪一个最好看？
-耳朵。。

from: http://junhaospy.blogspot.com/

victor
baoer
sophia
celim
sharen
tracy
jia yin
jessy

dinner

today after our web-page practical test,we went to tesco....
by our bicycle..
first ,
we take our breakfast at KFC(around 2:00pm)...
after that we went inside tesco and vegetables for our dinner..
we so pro ah...
we buy vegetables also can buy around 2 hours..
until rain heavy ..
wahahaha..
after we paid ..then honey and chew chew want to play basket ball ...
so, we acc them go there(actually no need we acc)
wahahaha..
i think we back home around 4 something..
that time the rain was stopped already ....
and me n nico choose that shortcut ..
actually got a bit scare ..
because many motorcyclist will walk by here....
sometime the road was full of the water and very dirty..
....
but because we were lazy and so we choose this way
but chew chew was choose went back to skul and use the ktar that road..
actually that one was far ...
is ok...
finally me n nico successfully went out there and nearest to reached our hostel...
suddenly we saw chew chew and honey in the opposite..
oh my god..
they was so fast...
unbelievable ....
ok..
5 something, i started to prepared everything and started to cook..
honey said she want sleep for a while..
is ok..
because i can settle myself..
wahahha..
around 8pm..
we finished cooking
and......
we take dinner la..
happy happy ah..
because we late to cook our soup..
so the soup will become our breakfast tomorrow......
and actually today the practical test i din done well..
so sad..
haiz..
gambate in assignment lo..

thank you

Long time din updated my blog adi..
because this few week also very rush..
besides, my computer got many problem adi..
it will hang while i type words..
just types..
don't know y..
and that ppl call me left my computer there for checking(one week)
check only..
if repair i think want one month..
omg..one month leh..
tak boleh tahan lah..
help..
but my computer really very hang..
haiz...

last week my fren birthday..
all of us go his house celebrate to him..
omg..
he so touch wa..
hehehe...
that victor non-stop eating..
he keep on take that salad ...
sweat la..
always say want keep fit..
but non-stop eating...
hey...
let all of u see he face...



yeah yeah.....i successful adi.........very happy ah..




i can do it...
yeah yeah yeah ..
thanks jun hao teach me...
and now i want to learn 4x4 one...
after i successful i only upload the pic let yours see..
hehe..

oh my god..
about my yesterday writing for business mid-term test..
what i wanna to say now is..
damn shit..
damn difficult in section b,c and d..(total got 4 part ..A,B,C,D)
sweat la..
today web-page practical test gambate lo...
gambate...
and b4 i end ..
i must say thanks ya..victor..
because yesterday nite was rain ...and we can't go skul ..
and victor so good..
he fetch us go and back...
really very thank you..
thanks....
=end=

so rush

I very very very TIRED...
assignment, mid-term, and so on....
yesterday web-page test i didn't do well..sad la....
i hate myself lazy....
writing for mass com,writing for business and web-page practical will have test at next week...
omg..
damn rush...
i scare i can't finish study all...
but what i can do...
gambate lo..

actually i still got many things want to write one...
but i don't know where should i start...
so...i stop here la....

SILENCE PLS!!!!!!!!

this few day also very moody..
i hate this feeling..
but this feeling keep on surrounding me..
i hate..
i hate...
i don like..

who can escape me from 'here'
may be this my false ..
expected too high..
...
i need a quiet place..
pls keep quiet....
i feel very tired...

special dinner

just now dinner with nico and jun hao..
but damn unlucky ..
it was raining ..(heavy)
pity la us..
the big umbrella was useless..
it nearest to fly..
this make nico and jun hao hold it by hand...
wahahaha..
cute cute cute ah..
hahaha...
so we terpaksa move from outside to inside..
and i...
fever now..
sweat la..
summore rain tim..
lucky david take umbrella to us..
thanks ya david..
and sure very important ..
is thanks HONEY..
thanks honey yo..
love u ya..
smuakss..
..
Wednesday is our marketing test wa..
now fever ..
how concentrate on my study..
i hate sick..
headache ...
help...
tonight i can not sleep well already..
help help help....
wuwu..

saturday...

Yesterday watch movie with jun hao..
CHRISTMAS CAROL...
quite ok..but i don't know y jun hao said not good as he expected..
may be he cold heart ...:P
...
...
before the movie started ..hehe..
i go play "LUCKY DRAW"
but damn sweat la...
failed to do that..
damn unlucky wa..
don't know what happened ..
use a lot of money adi..
also failed to do so..
sad la..


















this is what i get last time...





















cute leh...
next time i want play again ...
and jun hao teach me play that "magic box"
huhu..finally i know how to play adi..
yeah yeah yeah..
before i end my blog..
i want thanks to jun hao oh..
belanja me watch movie...
hehe..thanks yo...













thanks yo....

no title

yesterday steamboat with david,loo pei,honey and junhao at mango ...
RM 18 for adult...
and RM10 for child..
i told them i am child but they not believe..
haiz..
hehe...
i take many prawn , lala and octopus..
nice leh...
but that jun hao anti seafood..
swt la...
...
...
david very pro wa...
mamang pandai...
(i forget to take photo of all the delicious food)
:(..


this week keep on spent money...
swt la...later next week not enough already..
that time want eat sendiri lo..
wuwu...

very pity this week..
can not go back tomorrow wa...
because our exam at nite...
shiok la....

moody day

Feel moody yesterday..

Early in the morning, I woke up ..

I already very tired..

somemore Gastric again …

Latest of me don’t know what happened keep on gastric..

Although I had eaten ..

But still gastric..sweat…..

Two of my cousin was sick

WTH..

And also my baby(my pet) ..

He vomit again today..

And also cirit-birit..)

I worry about him..

From child he always had problem ..

All this happened make me can not concentrate on my study..

Besides,

My sister make me angry..

What I told her ,she also not listen..

Really very angry about it…

Oh my god..

Who can help me...

such a moody day...

HAIZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=the end=

happy daysss

yesterday daddy came back from pangkor ,
but only stay one night...
haiz..
after we ate dinner and wait mummy came back from yoga..
we go YEOLDE ENGLISH eat supper..
first ..
daddy was ordered cheese chicken..














this ia wat daddy ordered ...
omg..
the whole chicken drum there..
lucky i never ordered this ..
if not sure i will waste it..
hehe..

for my mum..
she ordered GARLIC STEAK..














very delicious ah...
i like it ..
especially the garlic at the top of the steak..
delicious delicious ..
yummy ..
ce fuei(my sis) was ordered hawai chicken..














this is wat ce fuei ordered..
it looks very delicious..
hahaha...
for me..
actually i didn't ordered ..
why because ordered too much i scare we can not finished ..
so what i eat was..














this is mine one..
special leh..
i take a bit a bit from them..
than all together will become like this..
i like it..














very happy ah..
the most happier things is eat..
are u agree?/
haha..

today after we ate breakfast..
we went to ipoh parade..
actually the purpose we went to parade is ask about the P1 WIMAX..
but they told us that now bercham din have the line ..
sweat la..
...
we also take our lunch at food court..
and victor was help his mother that time..
first ..
i want thanks to them because victor's mum was belanja us eat kaya ball..
haha ..thanks ya..
....
...
and just now we went qiant again..
the purpose also the same..
but unlucky that old man don't want serve us..
haiz..
than we shopping at there a while..
and went back home lu..
haha..
happy day..keep on shopping only..

jealous la

one week din update my blog..
many things happened on this week..
but i don't know when should i start ...
....hehe...
this week saw many sweet sweet couple in front of me.....
jealous la..
sad la..
i also want ...but sometimes is very hard to find ....
i am the type of gal that not easy to fall in love to a guy..
may be of this reason ..
so is very hard to find a partner..
never mind..
i enjoy my single life...
hahahaha...

=the end=

this week

Monday

first, let start with monday..
this monday my father din come back from pangkor..
so i follow victor's frens back to kampar..
my first class at 12:00pm..
before that time i decided to take a short sleep ...

this is second week of the this sem..
so all of the tutorial class was started on this
and i saw many new face in different tutorial..
in this sem , timetable is choose by ourself..
so all of the class would have the different student...
because of this, so we will meet different ppl in the different class..
at the beginning we thought that is very good because the timetable was choosen by ourself..
but actually is no...
and also..may be many of the student are already pakat baik-baik..
so in one classes half of the student is one gang...
by this reason..all of them was very noisy....
oh my god..i hate it..

TUESDAY
second,let continuos with tuesday...
is damn unlucky day..
the first class of lecture......
....
4 of us ....honey(baoer),nico, david and me..was wrongly enter other classes...
we should have our class in DDK5..
but 4 of us enter DDK4...
after we sat 20min ..
we only realize that we were wrong classes...
so we decided ran out from the class...
lucky we sat the first place..
so is a easily for us to run out from that class..
but we were not dare to enter the class in this time...
i think all of student will look at us..
so we enter the class when their break time..
wahaha..clever..
honestly...
is very fish wa...
i can not believe this type of things will happened on us..

after we finished all the classes today..
we decided take dinner in GRAND KAMPAR ..
total we have 6person ..
we take the package rm89.90...
it is quite delicious ....
we order kwai hua egg, thai chicken,herbal soup,sotong,vegtables,fish...
hahahaha..

Wednesday...
this day was very full..
we have 4subject at this day...
the first class was a damn boring class..which is sociology...
oh my god..is very boring..
the second class marketing tutorial..
oh my god..
don like ah..
hate it..
the third class was writing for mass communication...
is a funny subject...lucky still got funny subject...
...the last subject was writing for buisness...
this subject at 4:30..
but unlucky it was rain...
therefore..
we walk to school ..
haiz..
sweat...

THURSDAY
thursday .. today we only have 2 subject ...
which is web-page desigh lecture and practical...
after this two...
we can get back hometown lu....
back ipoh la..
i love ipoh...

before i end....
what want to say are...
I MISS TB8
I LOVE TB8..
I HATE THE NEW TUTORIAL CLASS.....

=the end=

single life .....^-^

Everything was back to normal..
first at all ...
me and my frens...
baoer, nico and david went to eat sushi...
me and honey(baoer) order salmon steak...














this is my salmon steak..
look delicious rite??














this is honey one...



















sweet ya..
don't be jealous oh..
haha..

nico part
that nico is damn bad .
.you know what she done...
see...
















she order a 鳗鱼steak..
and she eat the meat leave the skin to me
..




















..






is really sweat..
leave the skin to me only..
pity la me ..wuwu..

david part
now let us see what david had order...














this is what david order..
it is look delicious rite..
not only look oh...
it is really delicious..

A BOX PART
After that ..
because our home no electric supply ..
so all of us decided went to A box...
when we walk inside room..
the response is..
oh my god...
the room is damn"BIG"
and all is old song..
the most important thing i want to share is the mic is very special
it is half smaller than the normal...
i don't know why...
the response when i saw that mic was..
get shiok...
but actually is ok la..
we just want to relax..
and the mic is not the main character ....
but is unlucky because we haven finished singing
times up..
we still got 4 pages haven sing
1 page 8 song..
wahahaha..
after 6o'clock we finished singing..
we went back home..
but still no electric..
baoer and david decided go tesco again..
while me and nico stay at home...
but really can not tahan ..
than we went out buy magazine..
actually nico want to borrow comics one..
but unlucky that card can not use here..
so she just buy VIVI..
this had not ended..

we wait until 9pm..
still no electric supply..
after the many time checking with the TN ..
we know that they had cut wrong...
they want to cut upstairs ..
but wrongly cut us one..
oh my god..
how can let this happened...
is damn sweat...
finally got electric supply...
my single is started..
and actually i never feel sad because i already groove without you..
have or don't have also same..
i choose the correct ways...
gambate..

=the end=

END

what relation between me and u??
can u answer me...?
is it i am ur partner??
or not..
this two month ....
what i also can not get..
honestly i never feel the love between me and u..
u always u're busy...
busy till one message also don't have...
what u busy at all..
i don't know why u can one message also don't have (a week)
never call me before...
everytime said busy..
so no need dating..
is very funny...
i regret anything between me & you...

i really jealous other ppl...
i can feel they really sweet..
but me...what i have...
if i tell ppl i am in relationship..
i think no ppl will believe ...
myself also ca not feel that i am in relationship ...
i look like a single..
than ..
why i need you..
i need you for wat..
no any different between single and in the relationship...

how many time i want to give up...
but what i tell myself is..
give a chance to myself ...
and also give a chance to u..
i think ..
i am false...

so..
i think..
now is the time to me to end the relationship between me and u...

=the end=

WA...Go E box sing k

Just now go E box sing k with penny, wei yong, sifu and their fren..
haha..
very happy ah ..
we go by the time 7pm ..
sifu them already at there..
haha..
and wei yong sing is quite ok leh..
i think he can sing very well oh..
just i think la..
but really not bad oh..
and because is penny fetch and two of us are gal..
than we back early at 12AM..
i reached home bt the time i think 12:30..like this..
is very lucky because my mother din scold me..
hehe..
erm...actually i haven take my dinner ..
omg ...is very hungry..
so after i finish everythings..
i decided take my 'dinner' ......1:40am like that..
..u can call supper or breakfast..
haha...
ermm...
is a happy friday oh...
and i hope can sing with them again oh..

=the end=

saw somethings i don like...!!!!

....
...
today sure is a bad day..
early in the morning..
i saw somethings i don't like..
i very surprise when i saw it..
and the feelings at that time is damn bad...
this make me very angry..
summore got a bit sad..
may be i never think this before..
so when i saw it i feel ................
haiz...
i think this is 'present' for me today
alamak..
this 'present' i don want la..
...
...
i know i shouldn't like this..
but i can not control...
some of the things really can not be control easily..
sometimes will hate myself why like this..
really feel sad...
summore a bit J..
wuwu..:(

=the end=

wasai

yesterday i found that my 终极三国disc 2 was missing adi..
so i take out all my dvd, vcd, cd ................
and start to find and also 整理all the disc..
because all the disc was 乱了..
all of this because of my sister..
always not put back to the place..
12:30AM start until 3:35AM..
finally i found it....
very happy ah..
i don noe how explain my feeling that time..
but really very happy and almost cry adi..
after that i play the movie and continue my work...
4:35AM..
finally i finish do my work..
that is put back all the disc to the correct place..
arrange it..
wasai..
very tired wa...
but i still not sleep yet..
whe i finish i continue to see movie until 6AM ..
wasai ..
after my sister go for school i only go for bed..
oh my god..
it is not easy..
but what i want to say is..
when we try our best to do a things..
we sure will touch and 100 times happy when we were success..
ladies and gentlemen..
gambate lo..

=the end=

sad

what is love..
u know??
who can tell me??
i don noe what i can do....
y i want to maintain the relations ship so hardly...
but what ia also can not get..
what i am thinking is give a chance to myself...
i don noe is rite or wrong....
3 months not a short period ..
but is hard to me ..
i already change myself..
y treat me like this ..
should i give up??
i don noe y i want to change ..
other ppl more understand me than u..
sad ah....

WHERE GOT GHOST....waste money???

just now go see movie with victor, penny and 伟权。。
WHERE GOT GHOST..
10:30 pm ..
oh my god..
waste my money because i never see also..
listen also scare..
wuwuwuwu....
very regret ah...
rm9 wa..
see G-FORCE better...
that bad victor ...
i already very scare still scare me ..
heng..
wanna cry adi..
who say funny..
not funny at all..
sweat la..
actually is normal only..
but for me ..
i can not tahan la..
i cover my eyes with my jacket almost from start till the end..
hehe..
really waste money..

=the end=

today...

wuwu..
i want go sing k ah..
and also see movie..
no ppl acc me go sing k ..
they already sing b4 i finished my exam...
so sweat la..
wuwu..
one ppl how go sing k...
haiz...
...
and...

MOON FESTIVAL is coming..
all for u buy moon cake adi??
haha...
this year can not plan activities during this day..
because wanna join my aunt's wedding party...
haiz..
never mind la..


now already 2 am more ..
but i still can not sleep yet..sweat la..
cannot sleep again i din drunk coffee ah..
but why??
what happen??
what i'm thinking??
sweat sweat sweat..
and damn unlucky
phone no credit adi..
want chat with fren also can not..
pity la u creamy..
haiz

=the end=

final exam.....HOLIDAYS lo

wawawA....
finally finish my exam lu...
now is the time relax...
haiz..
my results not good ah..
wuwu...
but i think won't fail de.....
lucky...
the last subject is account ..
this time they came out de question different from other.
this make many ppl can not do..
for me.. i sure can nor do also.
haiz..
sad..
....
..




ohohoh..holiday lo
my holidays start lo..
sem break three week..
haha
happy leh..
back hometown and enjoy my holidays...
happy happy happy ah..
holidays good..

=the end=

sem break ...

sweat sweat sweat..
everyday also wake up at 8:30 to study..
very tired ah..
wuwu..
my college fren sem break adi...
i still got two test ah..
wuwu....
account and computer study ah..
the past four subject also very bad ah...
especially english and economics....
i aim A for my public speaking and general mass communication....
but i think general mass com got a bit difficult..
haiz..
yesterday my baby birthday ah..
very sad that i can not celebrate with 'him'..
wuwu....
still got two difficult subject coming soon..
but i think account is more easily than the computer studies..
wuwu...
next wednesday my sem break la...
wait me ah..
haha

lovely pet

this is my lovely pet..

'he' birthday is coming..

haha..but that time i sit for my exam..

sweat..

can not celebrate with him...

sweat..

wuwu..

but hope my cream will happy always..

love you ya..'

smuaksssss...

bad friday/black friday?

what the fuck ..
a bad friday...
everytime also like this...
have u care of my feeling..
u always said we're not care ur feeling..
have u care our feeling..
u always choose this way ..
u think like this settle ..
u make me more stress u know...'
what i feel u know...
what stress i facing now have u know...
what u also don noe..
sad..

sweat!!!!

oh my god ..
sweat..
whole day never go school ...
become a lazy pig adi..
haha..
just stay at room see pps and sleep only..]\
wa..sweat la...
like this my final sure die..
next week is my final..
the first subject is public speaking ...
luckily is public speaking..
for me the most difficult subject is
computer studies,......
sweat ..
i really very scare ah..
honestly i never listen in the class ..
the 14 week of lecture and also tutorial i also never listen..
i am sorry..
because it really is a boring subject..
besides..
i think economics also quite difficult but i think i can solve this..
the last one is english studies ..
my english is very poor..
sweat ..
help help help!!!
hope now have a hero come and save me(sweat)
(dreaming early)
haha
exam all the best..
gambate ya friends

-the end-

别对号入座哦

really very de sweat..
fucking ppl....
because of u i won believe fren anymore..
because of u..
b4 that i really treat u as my good fren..
how u treat me...
start from form 4 ...
i already change ..
who built the wall at my heart???
is you lo..
who else...
u tell me u don like that gal..
but what i heard from yourself is u are saying me at the back of me with that gal..
this is how u treat me..
i can heard it..ok..
u say u help me...but i see that u are help that gal lo...
stop pretending in front of me...
while at form 4 i already know what kind of gal u are..
don tell ppl is me hurt you..
what u had done to me..
more than this ..
is u ..
is u make me don believe u anymore...
at form 5..
what u had promised me u noe..
than what u did...
is urself ....
i trust u 100%at that time..
u are the ppl who change me ..
i want advise about..
pls don do the stupid things again...
what have you done today..
trust me...
you will get it back...
if u don trust..
never mind just keep it..
but remember do it better and better...
......
.......
fucking ppl(别对号入座哦）！！！！！！！！！！

=the end=

best actor\

wa...
you really very pro wo...
you are the best actor leh....
米雪also not pro as you ...
keep pretend at there..
u better pretend it nice nice..
don't let ppl got chance to catch you..
if u can not do like that ...
no ppl will sympathy you...
be careful it oh....
i don noe what will happen to you oh...
bullshit your blog ...
want famous ah...
oh my god..
you think who are you....
aiya...
i forget adi tim...
you are the best actor...

should i

should i go pj??
if i choose broadcasting the only way is go pj utar ...
if i choose change my course than i can stay at kampar study ..
and also can always back home...
i don't noe what i can do..
very confusing....
actually i had think change course b4 but ..
as what i can see are other subject i don really like it..
and most suitable to me i think is broadcasting...
should i ....
oh my god...
haiz....
i came kampar got a period of time adi...
and many unlucky things happened to me..
what the *%...
hate it...
but lucky still got many fren besides me...
haiz..
creamy..
gambate neh..

-the end-

successful talkshow-ghost

yesterday is our talkshow presentation...
teacher said our talkshow very good..
teacher still said we very good because can catch the audience attention(sure la because we talk about ghost and we put in the video ) hehe..
haha..
very happy ah..
teacher still said we can get very high marks oh..
the talkshow very successful..
first i want to thanks angie...
because she had do a lot....
and she was the person who prepared the scrip , edit the video...and so on...
and i also want to thanks david la....
haha..
because let us capture the video in his room...
at that time david as me question i very scare and this made me forgot what i wanna to say...
lucky i still can use my own word to say somethings...
if not i think i will destroy the talkshow...
haiz....lucky...
haha...
hope we get very very high marks lo...
next week still got two assignment wanna to pass up ..
one of that is wanna present in the tutorial class and the other one is just writing assignment..
but now we still haven't start our discussion....
i scare we are not enough time to do ....
haiz..
this is university life what can i say...
go straight and enjoy lo..
haha
gambate...

experience of the video recorder GHOST

oh my god..
sweat lo..
yesterday me,angie,baoer,joan and david do a video recorder about ghost!!!!!
we all gather at david room and do the record in his room...
sweat..
me was that person who not believed the presence of ghost...
joan was the person who can feel the presence of the ghost sometimes maybe can see "them"
our miss angie was the "sifu"
miss baoer pretend ghost wor..
swt la!!!
pretty ghost ..haha..
and david was the person live in there and he disturb by the girl ghost...
after we finish discuss our character we start record...
but when we do the last part of the record..
something was happened!!!
joan fall down from the stairs....
really sweat ...
and joan's fren bring her see doctor..
doctor said that joan wanna do x-ray..
and maybe we can not do the presentation at this wednesday.....
haiz..
nevermind lo...
we do next week ....
and maybe we will record again the video because we realize that the video is not horrible enough!!!!!!!!
hehe....

damn?????????

omg..
damn missm hometown ..ipoh...
damn miss my family...
damn miss my pet...
haiz..
damn bad in kampar...
keep study and study...
why utar not place at ipoh..
haiz...final exam will coming 5 week more..
omg..haven start study ..
i scare i will fail my computer studies..
this subject damn boring ...
wuwu...
what should i do now..
my english damn bad...
wanna start study...
gambate lo...creamy...

sad

Really don't noe why,
like you so much ,
hate myself like you ,
you keep on disappear ,
i keep on angry,
you really made me very sad ,
if you got girl friend just tell me,
we better break up b4 too late,
but if you really got girl friend why still wanna chase me?
you just tell me you are busy ,
i really don't know why what you busy at all,
busy till one minutes free also did't have,
really very busy , i think you busy chat with other girl friend!!!
damn shit.....
or may be you wanna break up adi??
just don't know how to open your mouth ?/
let me help you..
i really very regret accept you become my partner ,
everyday also made me sad and sad ...
i really regret give my heart to you......!!!
you just keep on lie me ..
i am sick you don't know....
what you know at all...
sad till wanna cry already ...
i really like , but i will break up with you ,
if you never explain to me never find me,
we just break up..
although i will sad .............

DON'T BE REGRET!!!!!!!!!!

Don't know why want accept you become my partner,
feel sad you treat me like this,
damn angry about it,
keep say busy,
i don't know what you busy about,
busy till goodnight also can not say,
one message also no ,
sms you don't want reply ,
on msn don't find me..
what you want now..
say sorry useless ok..
feel regret because accept you become my boy fren,
don't be regret after i make decision!!!!!!!!

steambot

yesterday is david birthday ,
we(me, jia poo, loo pei) eat steambot as celebration for him,
but he say don't want cake or what ,
that's why we just simply eat only ,
we almost crazy already..
hahaha...
david just keep take food and take food only,
oh my god ,
if later can not finish ?
actually really can not finish..
haiz..
monday i cooked dinner for my housemate wa..
but i think is normal only,
haiz..
sad ... this is what i cook...
somemore very unhappy ,
because wei keat..
wuwu

get hurt!!

yesterday before i sleep ,
i chat with my sister,
suddenly i heard somethings very surprise,
this make me whole night can not sleep,
just keep thinking and thinking only,
when i heard what she say i feel very sad,
sad till cry already,
my heart really really very pain,
i never say anythings to her because i know whatever i talk to her ,
she also can not accept ,
that's why that time i just keep silence!
i finally know that ,
whatever mum tell her ,
actually she also never put into the heart,
i finally know ,
what i mum do for her ,
she also never feel touch!!!

finish three subject of mid-term

this week finish three subject of mid-term already..
haha..happy ah....
next week still got two subject ..
economics and accounting.....
lucky this two subject are not too difficult..
now can relax a while..
haha..
today can back home wa..
very happy ah..
haha..
miss my home ..and also miss my dear ah..
miss you dear..
smuaksss...

assighment....!!!!!

next week my exam is coming....
oh my god..
besides this ..my public speaking personal presentation also at next week...
very scare ..
speech haven't prepare..
slide show haven't finish..
haven't do my revison..
oh my god ..
this is terrible...
who can help me ..
i still got other subject of assignment haven't do...
actually is all also haven't finish doing..
if tomorrow wanna pass up ..
i sure i will "pengsan"
haiz...
this is wat university life..
all is assignment...
haiz...

damn moody

today feel very moody...
many many things were happened....
oh my god...
yesterday nite got many boy were very crazy...
move my bicycle ...
move here move there....
damn angry already....
today my period come and visit me....
feel not comfortable whole day...
more moody ...
shit....
many things happened ..
don't noe how to solve all of this problem...
miss home ah...
wuwu...
feel very tired ....

第一次哇。。。！！！！！！！！1

今天第一次用脚踏车载人。。
好紧张哦。。。
不过给我载那个好像更紧张耶。。
拜托。。。怎么可以怀疑我的技术呢。。
哈哈。。不过好像真的不是很好。。
哇哈哈哈。。
其实也不是啦。。
因为我的脚车后面没的放脚。。。
然后呢，后面那个位子又往下斜。。
所以后面那个人好辛苦。。。。
没的放脚就算了。。
还一直往下斜。。
哈哈。。
搞到我们好像很亲密这样。。。
哇哈哈哈哈哈。。
今天学校发生了一些有点不愉快的事情。。
搞到上课时气氛怪怪的。。。
不过算了吧。。。
哈哈。。
茹佩今天又回去了。。
每个星期四都丢下人家。。
讨厌啦。。
wuwu。。

今天金宝居然下大雨。。
从5点下到现在9点30。。
都还没停。。
我来了金宝三个星期多。。。
这次算是真的下雨。。
却也害我淋雨回家。。
拜托。。。天已经够黑了。。
那条路又没街灯。。
那么黑吓死人咩。。。
脚车又坏坏的。。
唉。。。
今天老师教的economics我又不明白。。
救命啊。。
怎么那么烦啊。。。
迟点考试不懂怎么办了。。。
wuwuwu。。。。
讨厌。。
线超慢的。。
这样怎么上网了啦。。。
等就够了啦。。。
再不然就直接停在那边。。
气死人啦。。。
有没有搞错啊！！！！！！！！！！！！
生气了啦。。。

At the begin i want thanks to my honey...
haha
thanks because help me open blogspot...
thanks ya honey...
smuaksss
love you ya...