the reason

my blogspot:" hi , welcome home creamy"

me: hi, sorry for dumping you for a month. 

      i'm here because i really need someone to talk with,

      i mean just talk...

lost again..

my fren suggest me to go work in penang or KL, 

more career opportunity and high pay...

i appreciate their suggestion, i appreciate their concerned..

thanks..

but ...

#1 simple because i wanna stay with my family..

我是一个很很很很很念家的人...

除非我一毕业就到外面做工，当已经习惯待在家的时候，

我就不想到外面去了。。。

#2 i hate being alone..

i dont want when i get back to my home after work and facing the wall

i hate this..when i'm tired, when i need someone, i cant find any..

at least if i'm in ipoh, i gt my parents...

that's my home, my room..i am not facing the wall!!..

some more the dinner is ready and waiting for me.....

and i got my "cream boy" with me...

#3 high living cost

the rental cost at least RM300, 

how about the electric fee, the water fee?

another RM100

then petrol? 

"save abit la"

well, 可是我不是一个很会省钱的人。。

it's very hard to ask me to save money...

*所谓的省钱是???

    - 吃比较便宜的食物，(no more sushi,/korean food/spaghetti)

    - 不要买不需要的东西(example?bag? clothes? or？no idea）

    - 尽量在家自己煮 

    - 就算跟朋友出去也尽量不要吃太贵的。。。

    - so forth !!

wat else? 

working is already so lifeless, if i live the way like this...

i think that's not call lifeless already

when my fren suggested me to work in other place..

this is the few things i really concerned with....

feeling lost...

you may say i am immature, or even childish..

even 不切实际 or whatever!!!

if you really think this way..

please dont tell me...