my first year in primary school.

last Wednesday, the year end school holidays finally came to a stop ....
and students from primary and secondary school had to pack up their bags.....
and head back to their respective school.....

well...
actually i'm talking about my little cousin who finally graduated from her kindergarten years...

and now, she has to set foot on a completely new environment, entering a primary school in which i attended when i was small-SRJK(C) Perak, Ipoh

my family and i wanted to see her in her new uniform in her new school, so we decided follow along..XDDDDDDD

well......this takes me back to the time when i was at her age...
i still remember when i first set foot on there...

there was mixed emotion, good and bad, nervous , anxious, and ofcourse, excited....

nervous with the fact that i was scared and know nothing of this new environment....
and my mum had to accompany me until i finished my lunch.....
But because of that, i was excited to knowing that my mum had supported me ...
and i had grown up, gotta learn how to be independent, how to take care of myself, how to buy foods or snacks at the canteen .....
like wat my mum said:" u're big enough, gonna take care urself"
waw, how excited....(naive)@@

in the classroom....
i had to sit at the front, the seats nearest to the blackboard @@
bcause i'm short ..@@
haha...
but lucky tat i'm not the only shorty in that class....
the boy sitting next to me had the same height as mine xD
i can't remember his name though ...
hahahahahaha

On the third day, my mum didn't come because she had accompany me for 2 days..
but daddy came instead ....
Despite of his busy work, he still managed to find some free time and came to see me during lunch time.....
and bought me a soya drink which only cost 20$$$......
i was so touched and tears began to flood my eyes...
but i was able to hold it in front of him.....

i still remembered what my mum told me, i've grown up and shouldn't behave like that,
stay strong.......
in the end, i did not shed a tear..
pro lo..XD

hahahaha...guess which one is me...XD







while,
i met a girl named Sophia during my first year in primary school.....
and she has been my best fren since then ....
counting back the years, we've have known each other for more than a decade....
and this is what i called "friendship forever"

how time flies, one blink of an eye and many years had past.....
although i still felt that it was just yesterday ....

to be honest, i dun really want to graduate....

i'm scared of what i might face when i step into my career path....

i'm scared of facing the world with people wearing so many different type of mask.....

i'm scared of facing the reality that i have to work hard to make a living and problems that came along......

but deep down inside i know i can't never escape from these situations because they are part of the slice of life.....

results released ...
i get worst results in my degree..TT
so sad ......
suan .....
next sem gonna work harder...

p/s: thanks alot to someone tat willing to help..=)

getting sick

i tot this will be a wonderful sem break ..
but seems like i'm wrong...
getting sick with their prob...
nt bcause i selfish or wat..
but is bcause they're nt willing to listen ..
wat we can do ..
already 30 years old ..
how come act like a child...
voice out the prob, but nt willing to solve it..
wat for, meaningless...
wat u guys know? u guys are super selfish..
super childish..
u guys just care ur own feelings ..
everyday also say wanna divorce..
how old are u ..
how about the children..
brainless...
wat u guys know..
u guys know hw to make ppl worry ...
bcause of u ..
4 families being affected...
my god..
din even feel guilty ...
really speechless...

everyday i'm thinking..
is tat the prob ad solve?
is tat we can sleep well tonight..
but end up..
the phone non-stop ringing ...
is all about u cant accept ..
all about ur low self-esteem...
is about U !
same words goes to u every msg..
but did u really try to understand it...
i dunno ...
and i wondered why u willing waste ur time in thinking something negative..
but nt the way to solve the prob or make urself strong..
seriously, i have no idea wat to say ..
every family will have their own prob...
dun think tat u're the worst..
and
ur problem is nt the problem !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
quarrel with this kind of prob, is really stupid !!!
divorce bcause of this is nt worth and stupid..
guess, hw shame when u tell the judge u guys divorce bcause of tat "prob"
goshhhh..

ppl will think tat why i emo bcause of others prob...
but actually nt i wan..
is everytime i saw my mum sick with their prob..
cant sleep well bcause of them..
i really sad...
and i cant ask my mum to stop it...
arhhh..wat can i do..
haiz..
problem can not be solved when 2 sides nt work together...

god bless tat everything will be ok soon...

p/s: drunkard

sem break

yuhoo !!
sem break lo !!!
lets party !!
XDD
well...
finished the last paper ...
erm...
nt really good...
bcause i cant finish it on time...
abit sad...
but is ok....
is time to count down for Christmas and new year !
yeah !!!
finally this sem is over !

lastly, i wan apologize for the mistakes tat i did..
i wan say sorry if i did something tat make u angry...
sorry and
happy holiday !!!!

p/s: mutual understanding is needed..
s0 tat, conflict will nt happen ....
but is ok..
everything is done =)

a night of christmas carol

jingle bell jingle bell jingle all the ways..
waw..
Christmas is around the corner....
many activities held to celebrate the coming christmas..

"a night of christmas carol"..
an activity which was held on 16th of december 2011 to celebrate the christmas...
this actually was a mini concert..
ppl come from outside and sing tgt to celebrate the christmas..
the concert started with violin performance ....
nice performance!









sometimes, i quite jealous with the ppl that knew how to play violin, piano..
well...
the concert continue with choir performance ..


















guess what, all the performer are from UTAR !
feel proud with it...!!!

next performance follow by choir and a dance ....


















follow by the performance from special guest-juwita suwito









performance by juwita suwito & Darren wee









i super like this performance !!
bcause they really amazing.....!!!

last performance was a talk by kenneth chin












quite a interesting talk...
quite funny..
the talk is about 30 mins long..
waw..
quite a long talk @@..
but still interesting..

after watched this concert..
i can feel the christmas is coming ...!!
can u feel it???
XD


p/s: everyone is singer !!..<3

short sem come to the end

final exam is around the corner...
i just playing around the facebook...
waw..
this sem is quite relax..
bcause only one subject have cgpa...
><
and it's a writing subject ...
really dunno what to study....
next sat is tamil test...
@@..
actually is quite challenging ...
i found tat i've fall in love to foreign language..
i hope i can learn more language ..
like korean, french, japanese and so forth....
i quite interested in foreign language..
XD

talk about this sem ...
ok..finally the 7 weeks has come to the end..
assignment ad done ..
god bless me...
btw, i have learn a lot in this sem..
really alot..
thx a lot..=)

the last week of short sem..
we spent our time with sing k and badminton..
first time went to THE VOICE..
NICE !
is around RM 20, minimum 4 hours with buffet and transport as well !!!
how great !
besides, we also have fun at the sport complex !
we played basketball !!
hahahahahahhaha...funny lo...
after tat we went to sing k again!
waw, again..hahahhaha
actually tat day we planed to celebrate ken's birthday ..
but he so clever, he knew it ..
so we have to change our plan..
we pakat with his gf-jennie..
and hide in his rum when he bath ..hahhahahahah
gv him surprise...
XD
erm...
this small surprised is nt enough...
water balloon time !!!!!!!!!!!
hahhaha....
is fun when u see ur frens are wet from the top to the bottom !!
hahahahhahaha....
dun blame la ken-water balloon always reserve for u ...hahahahhahahah....

today is my dearest sophia's birthday ..
wish her dreams come true and stay happy all the time lo=)

lastly, i wan to say good luck to utarian !
good luck in ur exam lo ;)

yes, i'm single

ppl asked me..
are u single..
i answered :"yes i'm."
WHY?

why? wat why?
why so surprise?
y i cant be single?
weird..@@
somehow, i will jealous ppl with great relatioship...
but i enjoy my life ..=)))))

to be honest ..
i'm single for around 2 years..
again, ppl will asked me..2 years wor..
yes is 2 years..
why？

i will think alot ..
i will consider alot..
i'm 21 years old..
for sure, no more puppy love..
so i'm nt easy to accept a relationship ...
unless,i make sure tat he's the one i wan..
but i know is abit hard..
bcause i also dunno wat i wan..
"a great relationship might place infront of me, but i rejected"
why?
bcause i worried that one day i'll regret...
i missed a lot..

i cant persuade myself to accept a guy with no feeling..
feel is most important thing for me..
no feel = ntg..

i admit tat is quite hard to fall in love again.
bcause i really consider a lot...really alot...
i'm nt going to let myself to regret any decision tat i make..
i'm just too " rasional" in love...
is bad things i kn0w...@@
wat to say ...
well, if really wan to say ...
that my partner should be the one that i can rely with...
able to make me rely on him..
GREAT !

gathering

didn't contact for 9 years ..
through facebook..
we've chance to contact with our primary classmates..
after planned for a time..
finally they decided to have gathering last saturday ...
however, bcause i have appointment with others..
so i cant attend..this really make me upset ...
but lucky..
they asked me for breakfast on sunday..
first , we had our breakfast at oldtown...
nice !








me and sharen =)












after that we went to jusco to continue our gathering..
actually we thought wanna movie ..
but apple of the eyes full booking ..
sad la..
sing k? good idea..
but full also , have to wait until 345pm..
ok..
while waiting for 345pm..
we should have fun first ...
XD


hahaha.....non-stop playing..






















































tat ppl said this is child game..
unfortunately, he fell to it..
spent alot in this machine..
still said child game @@













is time !!.
lets sing tgt ..XDD


















this gathering mean a lot to us..
never think b4 tat it can come true...
this really make me recall alot my memory ..
last time i was a normal gal..
super normal..
not much ppl can recognize me..
somemore dunno who am i ..
hahaha..
bcause i too quiet ?
perhaps..
but i dun think so la..
hahhaha..
but actually i was good student la...
i just didn't pass up homework jek..XD

look forward for the next gathering lo...;)

p/s: stop it