getting sick

i tot this will be a wonderful sem break ..
but seems like i'm wrong...
getting sick with their prob...
nt bcause i selfish or wat..
but is bcause they're nt willing to listen ..
wat we can do ..
already 30 years old ..
how come act like a child...
voice out the prob, but nt willing to solve it..
wat for, meaningless...
wat u guys know? u guys are super selfish..
super childish..
u guys just care ur own feelings ..
everyday also say wanna divorce..
how old are u ..
how about the children..
brainless...
wat u guys know..
u guys know hw to make ppl worry ...
bcause of u ..
4 families being affected...
my god..
din even feel guilty ...
really speechless...

everyday i'm thinking..
is tat the prob ad solve?
is tat we can sleep well tonight..
but end up..
the phone non-stop ringing ...
is all about u cant accept ..
all about ur low self-esteem...
is about U !
same words goes to u every msg..
but did u really try to understand it...
i dunno ...
and i wondered why u willing waste ur time in thinking something negative..
but nt the way to solve the prob or make urself strong..
seriously, i have no idea wat to say ..
every family will have their own prob...
dun think tat u're the worst..
and
ur problem is nt the problem !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
quarrel with this kind of prob, is really stupid !!!
divorce bcause of this is nt worth and stupid..
guess, hw shame when u tell the judge u guys divorce bcause of tat "prob"
goshhhh..

ppl will think tat why i emo bcause of others prob...
but actually nt i wan..
is everytime i saw my mum sick with their prob..
cant sleep well bcause of them..
i really sad...
and i cant ask my mum to stop it...
arhhh..wat can i do..
haiz..
problem can not be solved when 2 sides nt work together...

god bless tat everything will be ok soon...

p/s: drunkard

EMO?????????

Am i emo??
ya.....i am...
actually ...
a small things also can affect my mood...
then i will moody for long time ..
although...you saw me laugh in front of u..
when stand in front of u..
i feel better..
because ...
busy chatting with yours..
so...
no time for me to think others things....
when i alone..
nobody chat with me...
i start thinking many things..
so....moody lo...

i am pisces..
have all of u heard b4 that..
pisces is very emotional?
pisces ppls is very emotional one..
and they like to imagine ...
on the other way .. means..
they think too much...
may be...*speechless

yesterday i walked to westlake with jun hao...*he brought heineken..
at the beginning , he said wanna cycle one..
but i said dun want..
so we walked..
y i dun want?
because i like the feelings ...
walked along the road side..
feel fresh..
feel free...
feel relax..
like...the feelings that finally i can breath..
and ..
the most important..
i won't be tired...
maybe because...
the most tired things is nt on walking...nt on the legs...
is on others things..

after arrived there...
jun hao and victor drunk ...
and i try a bit..
after that...
jayremy also came ad..
around 1am ..we only went back yum cha..
actually ..
i want walked back de..
but...they don allow...
but honestly ...
they are rite one...
then we follow jayremy's car lo..

*Mr jun hao..
you promise acc me go westlake de ah..next week..
dun forget ah....