my first year in primary school.

last Wednesday, the year end school holidays finally came to a stop ....
and students from primary and secondary school had to pack up their bags.....
and head back to their respective school.....

well...
actually i'm talking about my little cousin who finally graduated from her kindergarten years...

and now, she has to set foot on a completely new environment, entering a primary school in which i attended when i was small-SRJK(C) Perak, Ipoh

my family and i wanted to see her in her new uniform in her new school, so we decided follow along..XDDDDDDD

well......this takes me back to the time when i was at her age...
i still remember when i first set foot on there...

there was mixed emotion, good and bad, nervous , anxious, and ofcourse, excited....

nervous with the fact that i was scared and know nothing of this new environment....
and my mum had to accompany me until i finished my lunch.....
But because of that, i was excited to knowing that my mum had supported me ...
and i had grown up, gotta learn how to be independent, how to take care of myself, how to buy foods or snacks at the canteen .....
like wat my mum said:" u're big enough, gonna take care urself"
waw, how excited....(naive)@@

in the classroom....
i had to sit at the front, the seats nearest to the blackboard @@
bcause i'm short ..@@
haha...
but lucky tat i'm not the only shorty in that class....
the boy sitting next to me had the same height as mine xD
i can't remember his name though ...
hahahahahaha

On the third day, my mum didn't come because she had accompany me for 2 days..
but daddy came instead ....
Despite of his busy work, he still managed to find some free time and came to see me during lunch time.....
and bought me a soya drink which only cost 20$$$......
i was so touched and tears began to flood my eyes...
but i was able to hold it in front of him.....

i still remembered what my mum told me, i've grown up and shouldn't behave like that,
stay strong.......
in the end, i did not shed a tear..
pro lo..XD

hahahaha...guess which one is me...XD







while,
i met a girl named Sophia during my first year in primary school.....
and she has been my best fren since then ....
counting back the years, we've have known each other for more than a decade....
and this is what i called "friendship forever"

how time flies, one blink of an eye and many years had past.....
although i still felt that it was just yesterday ....

to be honest, i dun really want to graduate....

i'm scared of what i might face when i step into my career path....

i'm scared of facing the world with people wearing so many different type of mask.....

i'm scared of facing the reality that i have to work hard to make a living and problems that came along......

but deep down inside i know i can't never escape from these situations because they are part of the slice of life.....

results released ...
i get worst results in my degree..TT
so sad ......
suan .....
next sem gonna work harder...

p/s: thanks alot to someone tat willing to help..=)