BABYBOY FIGHTING

i'm so so so so worried of my babyboy..

he gt virus infection from flea..

at first we tot he 闹情绪。。

but he didnt seems better even we brought him shopping and played with him..

then only we decided to bring him to consult vet..

and vet told us he gt virus infection from flea...

and this virus attacked his nerve system ..

which causing his muscle pain.. 

lucky the doctor said, this can recover (but he didnt tell me how long ) :(

the vet provided us with 2 kind of medi, feed once per day...

one white color, the other one is yellow color..

however, he looks weak after taken this two medi, especially the white color one..

i guess the medi is very strong (maybe the "medi" is fighting with the virus)

thus he looks weak.. 

and this white color medi already finished today morning..

left only the yellow color one.. 

the doctor also told us he will get better after 4 days...

today is the 4th day!! .. PRAY HARD

he seems alittle bit better actually, 

maybe need alittle bit more time..

he actually get better, but when he gt better, he wanna play..

he wanna walk, play, run...

and when he plays, he looks weak, tired..which make me worried the most..

"good boy, rest more!!, we play again when u get well!! "

BABY BOY FIGHTING, FIGHTING, FIGHTING, FIGHTING, FIGHTING, FIGHTING

FIGHTING, FIGHTING, FIGHTING, FIGHTING, FIGHTING, FIGHTING, FIGHTING !!!

PRAY TO THE GOD WITH MY FULL SINCERITY MY BABY BOY WILL GET WELL SOON

first resignation letter

finally i handed in my first resignation letter this monday..
finally !!!
finally i can leave my current company and move my career into a new path..

the reason for leaving is because i cant learn much here..
i ve been here for nearly one year...
but when ppl asked wat do you learn..
i dunno how to answer at all..
still like a fresh grad although i hve been  working for one year...

i keep looking for the suitable job,
yet in this small town ipoh is not tat easy..
and i finally found it..
!!!
thanks god..

however, due to my careless for not reading my offered letter again..
i missed out the term tat i actually need 2 months notice,
which i tot is one month..
and my last day will be on 6th of june, less than one month..
wish they can accept my letter..
because i am going to start my new job on 12th of june.!!
praying hard..

tortoise in the house

one day morning when i was ready myself to go for work..
suddenly i saw something that scared me hell..
i saw a big tortoise !!!!
i called my dad immediately to confirm he is the one who put the tortoise on the plant...
my dad told me he found it outside of our house..
and he worried some driver might not able to see it...
so he brought him back...

well...then we put it into a big tub ....
but it climbed out from the tub and tried to "run away" again...
to avoid this to be happened again..
we empty a place between the plant and put it inside..
and finally it's not able to climb out and run away again!!
hahaha
sound bad and selfish huh?
but actually is because we know the percentage it can survive if "he" is on the road is very low,
"马路如虎口"
can you imagine if the lorry driver is not realize of it and go through from it body?

however, we actually sent it away last sunday..
because the tortoise was "on diet" for a week..
it didnt take any food at all...
and we believed that this is a tactic that it actually tried to tell us
"i wanna get away from here "
     *well, i mean this tortoise is fucking clever!!, from the way it climbed out from the tub over and over                again, and there i know tortoise is very smart"
i dont know for wat reason the tortoise wanna get out from it home and even from us.....
perhaps it wanna explore the world?
the world is beautiful, full of excitement and surprised"
so as it wish, we sent it away .

"as you wish tortoise, we sent you away,
 you may continue to chase for wat you want,
 to explore the world,  to experience the world,
 good luck and be safe" ;)

disappointed

another disappointment again..
why...
am i not paying effort enough?
i did...
but why always like that..
i willing to learn, just let me get what i want...
what is so hard for this?

heart breaking ...
i tried and tried and tried...
am i not sincere enough?
i did..
but why u cant see...

i cant stand anymore..
too much of disappointment...
went for a few interviewed ..
the job i want never want me..
the job i dont want always come to me..
no exceptions!!
wat the fuck..
why i must face this kind of shit..
why others can found wat their want..
to build their career..
wat the fuck am i doing here..

dont tell is reality..
u know how much i hate this word..
i know is reality..
is it means i must accept it..
i hv the responsibility to make my life happy..
i'm just 24 years old gal..
let's say i accept the fact that's reality..
i shouldn't chasing watever i want..
just accept watever ppl offered me..
what do i gt until the end of my life?
ntg..
just the stupid fact and it so called reality..
fuck it..


is ok if you think i'm not the right person for your company..
at least let me know..
the feeling is suck when u waiting for ntg...
do let me know.. pls...
at least i know i can move forward...
pls..

dear god..
i need you badly..
pls gv me strength ...

dilemma

arh.. dilemma...
i dunno wat to do ..
one company offered me as procurement executive with a good pay..
but procurement is not my first choice...
somemore, i need to gv my answer to this company by today..
:(
but i still waiting the reply from another company..
how how how...
i really dunno wat to do ..
they called me again just now whether what is my decision..
so this means i cant drag their time d..
:(
even though i'm still considering..
but due to the reason that i cant drag ppl time anymore..
i got to reject this offer :(((((((


P/S: HOW

just a post

my first resigned letter is ready..
but i yet to pass it up to my HR.
because i didnt get any offer by other company.
i think i was crazy ..
hahha
u know wat..
i sent almost 10 resume within an hour.
i just sent watever i found.
and it was so lucky that're two company replied me and called for interview.
one interview was done on last wed.
actually there were two interviewed on last wed.
but unfortunately, another interview had been postponed to this wed because manager is not around.
:(
got to take another day of leave.

btw, had a very good interviewed last wed.
i was so nervous at first.
but the two interviewee were so good.
the interviewed was done in a very casual way,
we were sharing our experience to each others.

haha...wish me luck!
pray

#just a post#

a late post of my birthday

a late post about my birthday !!!
my birthday is over nearly a month !
and now only i blog about it !..hahah
actually is because i wait for my late birthday present from my gang ! wahaha

my first birthday after 3  years without my gang !!..
feeling lonely !..no surprised from them, which kinda sad..
but still thanks the sakai gang here for giving such a warm birthday celebration !!
thanks victor for rushing back to celebrate my birthday !!...hahaha
and i ve gt a small surprised from them too!!...
which i tot they didnt prepare cake for me!!...
hahaha..
(my personal views, cake is very important )
dont you think is weird when ppl singing birthday song for you but without cake? #1
make a wish without candle & without cake? #2
hahaha..

thanks the sakai gang !!!.. 

i never expect my mum will gv me any surprise during my birthday !

but this year i really so surprised for wat my mum did..

i know ntg about their plan..

when i get back home after work...

i saw my mum was preparing steamboat to celebrate my birthday !!

i really so touched to see that !!..

and so touched i saw my cousin brought me cake and sang korean birthday song !!

so cute ! 

besides, my little cousin  bought me a notebook as my birthday present !!!

she really so cute !!!

will not missed out of this !!
i received this bag from my gang !!!!!
charles &keith
so in love with tote bag recently, dunno why ..
thanks so much for the present !!!
miss the time when we tgt!!..
we drink, we play, we shout...
we are crazy !
hahah

thanks all of you..for making my birthday meaningful..
love you guys...and good lucks to you all!!..