ajusi - dokebi

A great beginning of year 2017..
Goblin..

haha
i must be crazy.
i am too addicted into this drama d,
ajusi really very handsome.
otoke..
the drama is going to end soon, i can feel the emptiness without this drama accompany for the weekend.
hahah,
this is single problem..

see, i actually set this as my desktop picture.haha
u know how crazy am i now..
btw, i guess that the ending will be going to like eun tek will lost her memory and together with a 'new' kim shin..
but this is not the ending i want.. :( :( :(
why cant they remember everything and continue their love story as a normal person??
andueh yo.. :'(
so sad nia...

voith 150

finally done the voith 150 years poster and countdown..
finally feeling relieve abit...

more update to come:

cry

12/10/2016..
a sad day..:(

being gik by salesman
angry till cry in the office.
damn
actually i dont want to cry, but dunno why tears keep drop.
:(

2 years

congratulations!!

why?

i officially working in my current company 2 years liao !!

hahaha

honestly, this is my 4th job after graduate from UTAR...

omg, being so childish previously..

lucky now mature abit ..hahaha

i learn alot in this company

especially come to dealing with those sales..

different salesman, different pattern,

how to deal with them is really important, 

i would take this as opportunity for learning,

this is the reason why i still working in this company and still counting...

besides, i got alot of holiday, hahahha..

follow all the public holiday and is 5 working days jek..

but salary so so..

thinking to do some online business actually...

will plan properly, bcause once i start i m not gonna give up easily,

i must successful..

but still some ohmmm...

坏习惯

有个坏习惯真的要改掉。。。

其实我不应该要求每个人都和我一样。。。

每个人都有自己的想法，怎么可能都一样呢。。

我把每一件事都看得太重了。。

其实每个人都有不同的定义的。。

我不应该怪别人。。

我知道了。。。

我会提醒自己的。。。

在乎是一定要的，只是不需要看的太重

顺其自然就好。。

东西看的太重， 就越容易伤心。。

知道了知道了。。。。

不会再重犯了。。。

who is the right one

SINGLE?

i guess i am just too worried of getting hurt..
i dont think i can stand with this kind of feelings anymore..

i can still remember how hurt it is ....
how long it takes to recover..
how much tears i dropped bcause of this..

i m not going to repeat the same things again,
this is wat i told myself..
since then, i always put myself in a very "safe" place..
not going to hope, not even wants to try...
too much of expectation, that much of disappointment ...
there's an "emergency" button in my brain/heart i think..
whatever i feel that is not so right "it" will automatic stop...

not even started and it already ended..
i can still remember how hurt it is, but i have no idea why it can be that hurt..
i never thought the impact can be that strong until ...

my frens and colleagues used to asked me,
why not u try,u should take out ur first step, otherwise you will lost the person...
why not i try? i tried and i failed...
i should take out the first step? i did, and i failed..
otherwise you will lost the person? it still the same even i did the above..

only then, i figured out if the person really care about you and like you..
he will do the above...
if you ask, dont you worry that you will 错过 the right person..
i will answer not..
if one day i meet the one i like and i missed him because of this,
i will just say that he might not the right one...

sometimes i will still think that “will i still able to meet the one i really like in future?”

emo

a very emo day...
haizzzzz....
i hate ah...

wat i hate the most is the person actually dunno wat i angry about..
damn it...
arhhh

dunno wat to say la...
wat also cannot say...