2 dogs in the house

guess what

my dad just brought home a puppy husky which just 21 days old.

i was strongly disagree because we already have a baby creamboy.

in the past 8 years he was the king, how could him accept another one in the house?

but my sis said why not we give a try, maybe they can be fren??

my mum suggests that we can try to raise him for a month and see how is it first.

other than that, we also thinking that the puppy is still very small, yet to do the first vaccine.

thus we decided to raise him for a month..

hopefully both of them can works well! .

hate myself

what an emo day..
seeing frens has developed their own business, achieving their dream.
wat am i doing?
wat have i achieved?

i hate myself for staying not moving forward.
but i dunno wat should i do.
i am so lost..
:( :( :(

i hate myself, 讨厌懦弱的自己..

goals updated

status update......

goals status updated
1) split, it's still not perfect enough!! got to work harder..
2）read 10 articles/blog/news every week.. hahaha, i failed this... 
      change it to 20 a month? 
3) listen  to 5 English conversation every week..i failed this too..hahah 
    change it to 20 a month also? hahha
4) stop buying the things online as i need to save money for 4 months ..another month pass, i did it...
but due to some issue, instead of until August, i think i got to do for another month which is until September.. :(...sad
5) go back to 42 kgs!!!  - finally!!,.attended zumba class, i really sweat alot... i think this is the main reason of losing weight...
but the class already finished.. :( no more Zumba class liao..
maybe dance in the house? hahahh, not a bad idea though..better than doing ntg right? haha
6)enhance the photography skill and knowledge.. any suggestion, kindly drop ur comment here.. :)
7) continue to update my blog for at least once a month..

let's come back again next month :)  

Goals of May

time to check whether the goals i set are achieve or not...

goals of last month..

1) 一字马  i have been practicing for so long, but still i couldnt make it.!! practice make perfect!!

   i have to make it by this month.i still couldnt make it!!..还差一点！...why is this so difficult.
:(

2）read 20 articles/blog/news... yes. i did it! ..woohoo

3) listen 20 English conversation/news/...yes. i did it! ..woohoo

4) stop buying the things online as i need to save money for 4 months because i wanna clear my installment within 4 months..yes, i did! i survived for a month!3 months to go! :(

above is the results of the goal!
dont stop it! , gonna set new goal for May!..hahah

1. continue to do split , not going to stop until i make it... but i think i did wrong during practice. so it didnt works!, is ok, i joined a month of Zumba/pilates/yoga classes, gonna work hard here!
2. instead of saying read 20 articles/blog/news, i gonna make it more specific！read 10 every week! 
3. listen  to 5 English conversation every week.
4. stop buying the things online for another 3 months!
5. go back to 42 kgs!!!  

new goals set!!! 

Quarter of the year

it has reached quarter of the year...

now only i want to set a goal for this year, will it be to late?

hahah 

just joking.

i did set some goals last year, but then i realized actually i didnt achieve any of it, but maybe yes..

because i cant even remember wat i have set.

so this year i would like to make some changes..

instead of setting goal of the year, i would like to set goal of the month..

this would be much easier for me to achieve perhaps? 

hahah 

goals of the month..

1) 一字马  i have been practicing for so long, but still i couldnt make it.!! practice make perfect!!

   i have to make it by this month.

2）read 20 articles/blog/news...

3) listen 20 English conversation/news/...

4) stop buying the things online as i need to save money for 4 months because i wanna clear my installment within 4 months..

let's come back and see if the above are achievable or not by end of April..xP

no idea

No idea what's wrong with me recently..
very tired but almost insomnia for the whole week...
too many things to think, alot of things flowing around my mind..

not sure if i have accidentally hurt someone or not..
no idea..
i dont like to change..
dont like to start over the things that i already used to..
environment? work? etc...
just dont like..

no idea..
NO idea how to express my feelings,
no idea how to do it,
just uncomfortable, but dunno why..

at least 1 time, i can 耍耍小脾气...
but endup ..
arh..
no idea
seriously no idea..

get well soon

公平不公平

很多时候， 很多事情都不公平的。。
我不是那些随随便便就会发脾气的人。。
久而久之， 别人都以为你没有脾气或者你不会生气。。
可是我会啊，我也有感觉的吧。。。
我也是人来的。。
怎么可能不会生气

如果有一天， 你不想再说什么。。
别人就会说，你变得冷淡了。。
好像不想和我们说话了。。
然后你就真的变得有问题了。。
别人都开始埋怨你。。
都觉得你有问题。。
可是，谁真的想过是不是在什么时候伤了她呢？
没有。。

你可能觉得不想失去什么而觉得的容忍也没什么。。
可别人就会当成理所当然。。
怎么取得平衡？
不知道。。

就一个emo post..
我跟我的朋友都很好。。！Lol