poor

i'm sorry !!!!
TT
i still very nervous ...
i dunno why is so hard to me....
i tot i can do it better...
my mum ask me to practice everyday ,
but i scare, i have no direction...
i dunno where to go ..
i dunno why my skill still immature...
who can teach me !!!...
who can help me...
arhhh...
i so hate myself ...
guess wat, this is the hardest thing for me...
i need strength !

full stop

finally, i've done my 13 weeks of industrial training...
congrat to myself, because i did it !!!...
in this past 13 weeks,
i really learned alot..
i learned something tat out of my study..
from this industrial training,
i gv me an idea about the society because i enter to this competitive society..

at first, i really so stress of it ( actually until the end of intern)...
it's very politics although it just few workers..
moreover, we almost being scolded everyday...

working hour from 10-8pm..
if the appointment is full, we normally dun have proper lunch time...
just dabao and have to finish the food asap..(nt more than 30 mins)
i really so hate bout tat ...
but wat can i do..
i'm just a trainee..
i cant resign or wat ...
so just keep quiet ...
and i told myself, i must cope with it...

and i am so great to know all of them in my life..
they always be my side when i need them..
gv me support ...
encourage me..
because of u guys, it makes my intern life more meaningful..
we play, we cried, we sing, we dance tgt...

thx alot ;)

finally, it came to the end..
after the presentation is done..
finally, i can gv a full stop for this internship program !!!.... =)

 p/s: we really look alike !!..lol

7th july

 wat's wrong with me..
i have been long time never update my blog...
i cant believe that i update only once a month...
hahaha....i guess i'm getting lazy ...XD

7th of july..
was a meaning day..
one of my sister get marriage...
congrat to her...!!!
my dear sophia..!!
the wedding dinner was set at her husband house...
the dinner was started with 6:30, cocktail reception
and the buffet started at 7:30pm...
feel sad tat i missed the cocktail session because of working..
><
we reached there around 8:30pm @@
omg, we were late ...
at first, we kinda worried but lucky that once we reached,
we saw our buddy !!!...mandy ...
because of this wedding dinner,
we all have a chance to meet each others after we graduate...
*appreciate* ...

the climax of the day ...
the bride "pass" the bouquet to a lucky gal ...
guess wat !!...
i get it !!!i get the bouquet ....
i'm the lucky one...
ei, is it means i'm the one who get marriage next?????
lol...

after that, our lovely session !!..
photo session...
non-stop taking photo with our sister..

hahaha...
it was great !!!!...

once again, congrat to her...
wish her and her dear stay sweet forever..!!
*forever love* ;)

with bride <3 p="p">

who is the lucky one??

i love this pic so much !!!<3 br="br">

i get the bouquet !!!!

                                                 

sister

white color !!!.lol

p/s: my dress kena wine..><

my life during intern

i've started my internship for one week already.
and i'm left speechless..
it's killing me....
i know im not ready or matured enough to work now
but i know that this cant be avoided and it's the reality..
every single moment, i find it hard to get used to my work..

when i was small and young....
i was well protected by my parents....
and i do not have to face this kind of problem..
for other ppl, this may seem to be just a small issue...
but not for me..
ya i know im childish..
im sorry

i always thought im strong..
im capable of holding back my tears..
especially in front of my love ones..
i did not even shed any tear in front of them..
because i wanted to hide this feeling from them..
i always act like im a strong one,
but actually im not....

i cried this past sunday..
i couldnt hold it anymore.
and again ..
i hide myself in the toilet and cry alone without my parent's knowledge..
i really felt much better after i cried
however..
i remained positive..
no matter what might come at me in the future..
i will continue to fight ...
i just have to continuously tell myself that im better than this..
i must stay strong to get past these 3 months...

stay strong ....!!!!
:')

intern

i've started my intern today,
is freaking tired ...@@
i'm working in a bridal shop in ipoh ...
first day of working ...
quite boring ..
may be bcause is the first day..
...so we have ntg to do ...just do some cleaning work ...
felt quite awkward when ppl looking at u, but u have nt much things to do...lol
but quite lucky, bcause my supervisor quite ok , quite friendly and willing to help...
my only wish is, wish everything go smoothly ..
god bless me..
god bless my fren too..!!


gambate tomorrow lo !!!.
=]

with them, laughing is around

waw waw waw ...
2 months never update my blog !!!
quite a long time !!!..
but seriously, i dunno wat to blog ...
everytime i log in to my blog, i was like stopped at there for few mins..
duno wat to blog...
and finally today, i gt things to blog, to update !!..hahah
well...time flies..
2 more weeks, my Y2S3 life almost come to the end.....
at the same time..my Y2 life will going to have a full stop soon....
haiz....
in other words, i going to graduate soon !!
@@
seriously, time passed fast.....
well...many things happened during this 2 years...
like, i knows a gang of crazy frens...
sometimes they like a teacher, keep on "lecturing" me...
sometimes they like a aunty/uncle(pasar tat one), keep on gossip ...
haha...
i have another first time with them in this sem...
waw..
my first time went to cruises..!!!
have a lot of fun there ....XDDD
and my first time went to clubbing !!
omg....
never tot it will happened to me...
hahaha..
but still, a good experience .XDD

with them, laughing is around....
with them, all the crazy things come out..@@
but still..
we ENJOY it !!..XDD
we exchange our "story" with each others....
we learn from each others..
we appreciate each others...
and
we love each others...
<3

but next sem, we do our intern in different places...
all the crazy things have to put aside first ..
how sad...
suan ..
btw..
i'll have my first paper in this sem by nxt friday ..
and i nt yet finish study !!!
arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..

all the best to UTARIAN and myself !!!

p/s: tot wanna upload some pic, but i dun have softcopy nw...><

i do miss u

i cant believe tat i dumb my blog for more than one months..@@

my god...

this blog post is for my aunt which ad went bac to newzealand..TT

i do miss you ..<3

time flies, i just realized that u have been there(newzealand) for more than 7 years...

in this 7 years,

u change alot...

u become very mature, very independent ...

and now u're a mother for ur child, wife for ur husband..

glad to see there ...

it just like happened yesterday..

when we're still in secondary school..

u're my senior, that always take care of me..

and now, u're a mother..

it's just seems like we getting older...XDDDDD

i wan to say congrat to u that u found a good guy as ur husband..

and get ur first baby last year ...

congrat !!!!

;)

next, i wan say thank you..

thx alot for the pre-birthday celebration..

thanks alot for the present ;)

i appreciate it alot ...

lastly, i wan to say good luck to u..

and take care urself...

;)

i will very miss u..<3 <3

looking forward the next next year ..;)

p/s: great present ;)