cry

12/10/2016..
a sad day..:(

being gik by salesman
angry till cry in the office.
damn
actually i dont want to cry, but dunno why tears keep drop.
:(

2 years

congratulations!!

why?

i officially working in my current company 2 years liao !!

hahaha

honestly, this is my 4th job after graduate from UTAR...

omg, being so childish previously..

lucky now mature abit ..hahaha

i learn alot in this company

especially come to dealing with those sales..

different salesman, different pattern,

how to deal with them is really important, 

i would take this as opportunity for learning,

this is the reason why i still working in this company and still counting...

besides, i got alot of holiday, hahahha..

follow all the public holiday and is 5 working days jek..

but salary so so..

thinking to do some online business actually...

will plan properly, bcause once i start i m not gonna give up easily,

i must successful..

but still some ohmmm...

坏习惯

有个坏习惯真的要改掉。。。

其实我不应该要求每个人都和我一样。。。

每个人都有自己的想法，怎么可能都一样呢。。

我把每一件事都看得太重了。。

其实每个人都有不同的定义的。。

我不应该怪别人。。

我知道了。。。

我会提醒自己的。。。

在乎是一定要的，只是不需要看的太重

顺其自然就好。。

东西看的太重， 就越容易伤心。。

知道了知道了。。。。

不会再重犯了。。。

who is the right one

SINGLE?

i guess i am just too worried of getting hurt..
i dont think i can stand with this kind of feelings anymore..

i can still remember how hurt it is ....
how long it takes to recover..
how much tears i dropped bcause of this..

i m not going to repeat the same things again,
this is wat i told myself..
since then, i always put myself in a very "safe" place..
not going to hope, not even wants to try...
too much of expectation, that much of disappointment ...
there's an "emergency" button in my brain/heart i think..
whatever i feel that is not so right "it" will automatic stop...

not even started and it already ended..
i can still remember how hurt it is, but i have no idea why it can be that hurt..
i never thought the impact can be that strong until ...

my frens and colleagues used to asked me,
why not u try,u should take out ur first step, otherwise you will lost the person...
why not i try? i tried and i failed...
i should take out the first step? i did, and i failed..
otherwise you will lost the person? it still the same even i did the above..

only then, i figured out if the person really care about you and like you..
he will do the above...
if you ask, dont you worry that you will 错过 the right person..
i will answer not..
if one day i meet the one i like and i missed him because of this,
i will just say that he might not the right one...

sometimes i will still think that “will i still able to meet the one i really like in future?”

emo

a very emo day...
haizzzzz....
i hate ah...

wat i hate the most is the person actually dunno wat i angry about..
damn it...
arhhh

dunno wat to say la...
wat also cannot say...

容忍度

容忍度那么高要来做什么？
它除了让你什么东西都吞下肚子之外， 还能为你带来什么？
你自以为那是好习惯， 可以大事化小，其实别人只会当作“应分” 罢了。。。
你以为他会觉得你很好? 你很厉害?你很有教养？还是？
他只会踩你上罢了。。。
他只会觉得你好欺负罢了。。。
他并不会觉得你其实大事化小，他会觉得你没种，没胆，怕死！！。

其实你只是觉得，这忍一忍就过了。。。

improve English

i attended another English Training last week,
the training was held at Vistana Hotel and presented by Carol Chiam.
She was a very experienced English trainer,
i really learnt alot from this training..
we made alot of mistakes in our daily communication especially when we were using email.

i really want to improve my English, i am lacking of confident to speak English..
in this 2016, i must improve my English..
about 35 weeks left to 2017..
so i want to:

1. read a English news every week
2. learn 70 new words 
3. read 3 English books
4. watch more English movie to improve my listening

fighting...LOL